iitz mai life!!

2007-01-03T04:26:00.000+08:00

'After a year like this one,
I'm surprised I did not hate your guts.
And after a year like this one,
I'm surprised I still love music just as much.
After a year like this one,
I'm surprised I did not eat my arm.
After a year like this one,
I'm sorry if I am not cordial to everyone

...

And after a year like this one,
I want you to choose the restaurant.
And after a year like this one,
I'll need a good whole sixteen months alone.
After a year like this one,
I think I'll make the west coast beaches my new home.'

Goodbye 2006.

2006-11-26T00:52:00.000+08:00

Long time... lol.

1. Astroboy damn expensive! 129 for a t-shirt!! fuming** I want Astroboy =[

2. AstroGirl (lol my assasin) is called Uran?? and AstroBoy, Atom? is it is it ^^

3. I like Fann! Altho many dont like her, I still do! Haha. Same for Faye.

4. I am fickle about my new hairstyle.

5. Pampering myself feels AWE. 8D

2006-11-11T22:55:00.000+08:00

To the man whom I occasionally hold hands with [only when the weather is nice?? =P]

You are..
The same man who tests my patience till I get angry, but sometimes laugh back at me. The same man who makes me nag and scold, but to you it is nothing near annoyance. The same man whom I throw my tantrums at and be utterly unreasonable, but wants you to give in. The same man whom I am pissed and lose patience with but you too, pissed and impatient with me. The same man whom I sometimes not wish to talk to but you dont usually ignore me. The same man whom I bully and you, back at me.

Ironically, you are..
The very same man whom I feel very happy being together with. The very same man who smashes egg on my head and laughs himself hysteric. The very same man who warms my heart when you occasionally offer to hold hands. The very same man who tickles me so hard I put a hole through a wall. The very same man whom I sit outside the late night with listening to soft music. The very same man whom I cuddle and hug to sleep. The very same man who enjoy Fruit Drops with me! :D

All in all... <3

2006-11-10T23:26:00.000+08:00

Dont know what to blog about right now. Not exactly very happy at this moment. Read pm's blog on her having attitude problem. I want to say that I also do have smthing called ATTITUDE. But mine is bad.

When I am annoyed, continue stepping on my tail, and taste my sarcasm. And if my sarcasm aint your cup of tea, try UNREASONABLE.

Exams OVER. On the 8th itself, I was extremely happy.. Not only was it the last day of exams, my 1010 paper was very do-able, and of all, I sense a High Distinction rolling towards me [i hope].

Looking forward to going back.. But packing is very troublesome, searching for a new place to stay is a nuisance.

2006-10-15T17:21:00.000+08:00

Why doesnt my post appear?? hmm.

2006-10-13T18:58:00.000+08:00

I am back blogging here, cos ali wants me back! :D she created my taggie and links, while i only added a tinge of colors to spice it up. thanks ali ^^ anyway, I am such a slacker, not like I've never been one.. but exams are approaching, and I am onlining and creating new skin. The weather past few days were really hot and humid. Sweats. And today we were under attack. By.... FLIES. =.='
Flies here are so irritating. After winter, they are fat and heavy, they fly low, with the loud buzzing noise that you dont need to look to know that a fly is around. IRRITATING. and fat flies, they learnt to land high, and i cant reach to whack them! lol. I went into my room, only to hear high frequency and realised tht they were 3 huge flies. IRRITATING. came out living room had 2. walao. akibat forgot close fly-screen. =( so i went ard trying to whack... lol... ended up quite funny, cos as i do, i thought i was being stupid, laughing, having so much fun with..... killing flies?? in the end, j came kill them all. lol. that's the problem with spring and summer. And aiai my advise, not a good time! its hot here like msia, and mel is asianised, if u are looking at going to a white place. hohoho.

2006-10-13T14:10:00.000+08:00

REVIVAL :D

2006-09-16T20:31:00.000+08:00

I shifted!! Sorry to many whom I didnt inform....
ESP AIAI, HYY, STAN!! Dont scold me... *bury head under pillow*
Hehe... The rest who are still kept in the dark, come find me! i give you new link. =D
Sumimasen. Arigato. AIshiteru!!! (haha. limited jap. -shakes head)

2006-07-16T01:15:00.000+08:00

Food.

i suddenly felt like eating alot of things!

1. Taiwan Sausage. Yummy!! Those wrapped in aluminium foil with alot of sauce in it, having panggang-ed.

2. Pisang goreng!

3. BBQ chicken wings! with honey on it!

4. agar-agar.

5. crayfish

6. ikan bakar

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2006-07-15T23:34:00.000+08:00

Yii Min.

She is a sweetie! Came to bunk over on the very day she arrived. Cooked for her. Served her diluted bubble tea. Aw. sorry girl. It was too sweet before and after, too much water. Lol. She brought me fried anchovies with peanuts!! yummy. Had some catching up. Fun. chiang wey came to pass things as well.. and we watched The Producers. Way to good! just love the whole musical idea. And this led to....

Clubbing.

The very next day, i realised yii min's wish, to club. I thought I didnt like RnB but hell no, yesterday was just too much fun! thanks cw for inviting, togehter with another ten over of his friends. And later saw Jerry and friends there. It was really fun, funny, and err funtastic... but im half deaff now. and i still can hear something ringing in my ear. Whose idea was it to stand near the platform! lol. anyway, it was really tiring. my legs hurt thanks to the pair of heels. We came home, and min was totally knocked out.

Results

Results are out. Did better than i expected. considering how much i;ve slacked and played this semester. God is great! and yea he answers prayer. I was praying so hard telling Him how badly i dont want to fail. haha. yea! very very happy indeed!! =D Thanks Kevin for helping me at the very last minute. Now everyone is happy. i am happy. my family is happy! woala!! -shakes-

Frankston.

Finally got to go there. Itching for sea views, sea breeze for a long time. And yea, it was fabulous! i love it there! Had fun!! Went with han btw. The day was good, but later in the night.. everything was spoilt. =( ooh wells.

Grampians.

Backdating to July 8th, when i went to the Grampians. Nothing spectacular. May be because of the gloomy looking day in the midst of winter. oh well. My first stop was Ballarat, the gold mine. We went to the Wildlife Park where we saw kangas.. HEaded to the Grampians and after waterfall. V3 really sucks. The pictures look artificial.. Actually there is a whole lot of geographic stuff the tourguide mentioned about this places.. how the current rocks are formed 400 million years ago etc etc.

The flowers are called pink of heat. supposed to represent melbourne. and see the diff of reality and photo? so different! quite disappointed. yea, thats the jaw of death.

2006-07-10T21:17:00.000+08:00

July 10th.

Happy 18th birthday to dearest Min Shan!!
18 years old yi duo hua!! thts what xuan n i always say. :p Can't be there to celebrate your birthday for you! sobs. But, yup shen re kuai le.. and have a memorable one!
hope all your dreams come true! :) hugs.

2006-07-08T00:40:00.000+08:00

Blue.

I get very easily worked up when it involves him. Why?! -sigh-
Many things which I could easily open and close one eye with, i get worked up. Many things that I could put up with others, I couldnt do it when it comes to him. Many things that i can get to great lengths with people, I lose patience when it is him.

I've had enough waiting for you
Always have to wait till' its too late to realise Im lovable
I want to depend on you, but you are not there
The places that are supposed to be happy
All that you gave was nothing

Staring off into space by myself on holidays
Can't find someone to accompany me to watch the sea
I'm standing outside the door of happiness
But haven't been able to enter inside
The pain that you have cumulatively inflicted
It's really hard for me to released from it

I finally realised that love cannot return
And you are always understanding too late
Only in the end do you speak your mind
Crying and pleading for me to stay

My tears were constantly streaming down
In the past how have you displayed the trust and care that you were supposed to give
I've been slowly pushed off a cliff directly by you

From the paleness of my face
Can see the memories slowing down
The sweetness of the past is rewinding
But the feelings are already not present
And the hopes that I have placed in you
Have been shattered by you time and again
It's already broken into too many pieces
How can they be put back together and resumed again?

Feeling so blue. "Come to terms with it, girl", says laine

2006-07-07T20:47:00.000+08:00

Tattoo.

Im thinking of getting one! -bites- But...

How much does it hurt?
It is like getting prick by needles a thousand times. Sounds ok?
http://tattoo.about.com/cs/pafterabvneck/a/090103_2.htm

If ever, tattoo removal is needed, how?
http://people.howstuffworks.com/tattoo-removal5.htm

Tattoo design?
http://ga.tattoomart.com/

Should i should i??

2006-07-07T02:09:00.000+08:00

City River Cruise.

whippie! Decided that I am not gonna stay at home to let boredom kill me any further. Initial plan was to go Frankston, but it takes an hour plus to get there and i'd be late meeting royce if i should go. Went on River Cruise instead. Enjoyed the wind! the scenery! so beautiful.. i felt freedom. (: While indulging myself with the nature, i missed the whole introduction of the city. Everybody say aww. The moment, i stepped back into the cabin, "That is the tallest residential building in the world. 92 storey high. Hope you had a great time on board" -.-

After i saw some interesting Street Performance at Fed. Square. Very similar to 'just for laughs' u see on tv. and he is good! But i didn give him any change. Im a miser. lol

Day Out.

In short,
- Royce chia me Italian food for lunch. sobs how to kam fei!
- In return, i bought him Bubble Cup.
- Bought a collection Kon keychain! cute -bites-
- Royce bought Final Fantasy Advent of Children model figure. so cool. Cloudo. and his bike.
- Stupid 3 pairs of shoes. [no more stock, too expensive, ugly soles] i want!!
- Going hiking on Sat! woots.
- Bought a cute miao top for $70
- Bought a leather bag pack $150 (after 50% discount)
- Pancake Parlour

I swear that SHOPPING is just like GAMBLING. it is so ADDICTIVE. it is HARD to KICK. you just want MORE and MORE of it. and it is NEVER enough.
i NEED to QUIT!!! i SERIOUSLY do.

2006-07-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

Fruitful Day

The thought of not stepping into Chaddy ever since school holidays does not sound right. At all. Plus the current ongoing sales, i decided to make a trip there. A lesson to be learnt: Always have sufficient sleep.
See, what happen was, my mom ordered me to reverse my stuffed up biological clock. Turn my day back to day, and night, night. It was already 6am when i decided to sleep, but i could i defy my mother's order. Instead, I chose not to sleep so that when night falls, i can turn in early and wake up early. Sounds like a good plan, doesnt it? Thus, i went to Chaddy. I know i was sleepy. And half the time brain dead. I couldnt think very properly.. and ended up buying alot of things! I saw the tag. $119.50. I stared at it. But my brain didnt analyse anything. With another feel garments i went up to the cashier. i felt so happy after! But yes, i spent a little bit too much.

Items bought: 2 belts. 3 bags. 2 tops. 1 skirt. 2 necklaces. 1 brooch. 3 socks. =D

Yellow Bag with brown leather straps. Saw some dust on it and i asked for discount. "i give you one dollar discount." "..the fuck", i thought. Stupid lady.

A very sharp pink lady look bag. "i buy one more, you give me more discount?" In the end, she discounted $4. -.-

Love this bag. The whole buttons and cotton balls idea. 50% off.

Top with glitters from Mng.

My Lee top. LEE. woots.

2 belts of different styles. Shiny glam kind. Leather ones. Both from Mng. 50%

Everything.

This is only what i bought in a day! *guilts* But very happy indeed.

Fashion
In the midst of browsing through interesting websites for fashion, i found the below fab! (:

2006-07-03T18:02:00.000+08:00

Blog Mistress.

Some shots of me when i get changed and play dress up. i want my camera back. v3 sucks.

2006-07-01T21:21:00.000+08:00

Dreams

Am i missing home too much or what? I have been having dreams. Weird ones. First night, dreamt of parents. Second, of my brother. Third, Min Shan and Ren Han. Fourth, Jill and the rest of jiemeis. And last night, my brother again when he was young. Argh, guess i really am feeling nolstagic.

Bubble Tea

My craving for bubble tea is astonishing. Every time i feel thirsty, i feel like bubble tea! (: Lol. No Quickly nor Roibo here. Have been buying alot from Chinatown lately. Yum yum. As we got ready to go city just, we couldnt because it was pouring. Yg and i decided to go to the Asian grocery instead. And we ended up buying pearls, sago, green beans.. etc hehe. we made Bubble Milk Tea and it is good! Lol. So happy. i wanna make Mango Sago plus Pearls. Miss it! especially the one from Leisure Mall. aw.

2006-06-26T21:58:00.000+08:00

Sweet

I felt good today. Met many sweet people who are ever so ready to lend a helping hand. After waking up, I found that i almost missed office hours. Hastily, I rushed to the bank wanting to buy a bank cheque. I queued patiently for my turn and when i was next, the lady told me that only tellers issue bank cheques and they close at 3pm. "What?! Not procrastinating it again!" I looked at her, and after hesitating, she directed me to the teller!! woots. i felt so happy. The teller was so friendly, i wanted to hug her and give her a fat kiss. Okok.. Abstinence. *coughs. "Thanks Joy!" i left having noticed her name tag.

As I headed towards the lady sitting behind a desk with a big sign that reads CASHIER at uni. She said she couldnt accept my bank cheque because i didnt have the letter of payment with me, and told me to go all the way to another building! *angry* So i went to the other building, and that lady was again another sweetie. She was so kind as to accept my payment. I told her what happened earlier on, and she didnt like it. We bitched behind her.
" I dont quite understand what they are doing sometimes."
" Yea, exactly. She just sends all the students to your department so that she sits there and do nothing all day! Thanks for you help. You made my day so much easier. Have a nice day! Cya"

Edi

Malaysian can be easily identified from their typical Malaysian English. The famous ones are -LAH, -MAH, -MEH, -ARR. In addition, when expressing something that has been done, we tend to finish the sentence of with edi.
Example:
1. can edi... instead of it is done.
2. eat edi.. instead of I have eaten.
3. finish edi.. instead of I have finished doing... LOL.

Jerry is one guy who loves to imitate the way Malaysian speaks and he does it really well. And we, the Malaysians are now used to it. William, the Beijing guy is already immuned to it and actually speaks like one. While i was online, a KL college mate came to say the below to me, and i cant help it... but :

freud: my holland lose edi
me: edi?
me: who is edi?
freud: i said my holland lose edi
me: who is edi?
freud: Holland out from world cup edi
me: huh
me: what edi?
freud: YOU WATCH WORLD CUP???

hahahhaa. i laughed so hard.

2006-06-26T02:51:00.000+08:00

My Wireless Connection

Having bought the DLink Router for so many months now, today is the day it has been put into full use. The clock shows 4.49 a.m. and still is ticking and I am still up, more than contented with the performance of the DSL-G604T Modem Router. Credits goes all to han :) Thank you.
Despite having so many tried setting up my router, and most in vain, Chiang Wey was up till having an unstable connection, Kevin almost brought me to change a new one, Jerry reckoned that DLink sucks, and Han, proved them all wrong.

Ballroom Dance Fever

Being as unexpected as ever, my latest craze is ballroom dancing, something I've been wanting to master. Since it is the holidays, i can stop building castles in the sky and put my words into action which is why I am all so excited! There are so many to choose from namely Waltz, Tango, Latin, Swing etc. Being up at this hour, browsing through the websites for dance studios in Victoria and guess what.. most of the studios are in infamous zone 2 & 3 areas, when i finally came across my very own Clayton, at my very own University.
Good point: need not travel. Bad point: Dancing with uni people. eew.
Tried street latin before and one thing i couldnt forget was needing to rotate partners. And there i was, gripping onto some sweaty sticky hands and the look of them, even more disgusting. yes i am mean u might say, but some i felt really attended lessons to take advantage of girls. sigh.

Highlights: There's dance competition coming up in August. And im picturing myself in it.. yesyes.. shh... swaying~~ to the left and then to the right. Being thrown out from my partner's grip and drawn back close to his chest. Step, step. 1,2,3.. thrown out for a round. ..... *drool* and finally ending with a sexy pose.. how intriguing.

Take The Lead

Does the above ring a bell?? Well, as mentioned is the show i wanna sleep through. But wait, Antonio Banderas is way too hot that you cant resist. I mean i cant resist. He is so sexy! Totally mesmerised.

2006-06-25T21:22:00.000+08:00

skrang mood saya ceria... hahha. ceria??? hmm salah guna kalau tak salah saya. mood saya gembira. entah kenapa.. setelah meng er kongsi website itu dengan saya.. saya gembira sangat! bwahaha. "nama saya edrea... " wtf.

nak kata hari ini gembira tapi bukan gembira sangat.. entahlah. can feel happy and then later the night not so happy, after happy? its pretty much lik tht. lol.

semalam ku pergi lihat wayang.. take the lead. ceritanya bukanlah baik sangat. hampir tidur... tapi antonio banderas orangnya memang hot la. sexy semacam. fuiyoo. aku pun mau ballroom dance!! saya rancang nak pergi kelas tarian... ini satunya aktiviti yangku rasae produktif untuk cuti sekolah ini.. woots

2006-06-24T21:40:00.000+08:00

Photo Day!!!

.::new shades::. .::new purse::.

.:: boredom::. at novo shoe shop.

2006-06-22T18:50:00.000+08:00

Life's close to hell lately. Hope everything is more or else settled now.

Am home alone now. Nice feel. Haven been experiencing home..

My housemate say i very "piu faht" its cantonese.

Clear room, vacuum, change linens, wash dishes.. woah.

had self cooked dinner. cant rmb the last one i had. so long ago... cooked jap rice woots. nice. so full.. followed by cakes i bought from st kilda. yumm...

What should i do for holidays?? Cw giving me a whole lot of suggestions...

so exciting..

2006-06-21T13:44:00.000+08:00

ExAMS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! finally. pheews. *throw books throw books!*
feel much better now. i finished my 3 hours maths paper in an hour... lol.
Didn study donno how to do. Kevin did help me with some last minute revision. lucky that he helped.. or i'll cry my whole night away.

SORRY WENX! i was unintentional that night... i really am happy to know that you care. shouldnt have been so harsh. i felt so terrible.. i wanted to SCREAM. wanted to go on a ROLLERCOASTER RIDE. wanted to CRY. wanted to RUN. wanted to eat PANADOL and go to SLEEP. i did thought of running.. went outside my house.. but everything looked so quiet and dark. ended up pondering on stars. so many. so bright. so cold. and HAN, SORRY TOO.

Well, i felt so relieved after exams yesterday. Dixynn and i were so high. We were laughing and crapping so much. KEvin drove to Caulfield for exams by the way. missed the shuttle bus. i said i wanted to sleep for 15 mins.. ended up in sleep for an hour and 15 minutes. hahah. All overslept. Dixynn wanted shopping.. the rest wanted FOOD after exam. So Kevin brought us all to ST Kilda for fish and chips. OMG. i felt even BETTER there. The town is a little but busy one.. So many sweet delicacies.. i couldnt resist. HAd fish and chips by the beach. so BEAUTIFUL. i think that was wad i needed most. Getaway. Soooo so so nicee.. i dont know what to say. Maybe cos im down.. and that took my breath away.
We had so much fun with the seagulls... fed them with chips! hahaha. they were all fighting for it. From 9 seagulls.. we managed to attract 20 over of them. All fighting.. and soon, they will start a riot i say. hahha.

Guess what.. wanted to go on rollercoaster so much... and there we were right at Luna Park. went in and wanted to go.. but looks like they cater more to children.. bcos all there were mostly CHILDREN! and the rides were not at all exciting. ><>

Later we headed to city... they wanted to shop. hmm shopping didn turn me on. Left them all and went back to Uni to play volleyball. Still have the passion for it. I think the coach knows me now since i go play pretty often... and she asked me to join social volleyball next semester. lol. i want i want.
Sooo tired~~ i just konked out. wana go tae box now.. but i showered.. lazy. sheesh.

2006-06-19T01:46:00.000+08:00

I like drinking. lol. It makes me happy somehow. Not tryna drown my sorrows or anything.. but yea, i feel contented after i drink..especially when i have the urge to. i just indulge in a can of Black Douglas and started my night chilling yesterday. misses hyy, who would drink with me... and bring me go speeding. hahaha.

Well, having Jerry here isnt too bad either... he makes good premix... I drink on a more frequent basis now. Surprisingly no allergy. No rashes. so unbelievable..
Took 6 shots of Jim Beam after quarreling with him. FElt high and relax. good.. i like that feeling... haha! i didnt know i could hold my liquor that well. yesterday Finished almost a 700ml COugar last night. haha! well, thats crazy.. cos i vomited after. ahha. but happy~~ i dont know why. haha.
i wanna get drunk. i wanna get drunk. i will. just wait, after maths. lol.

2006-06-16T22:48:00.000+08:00

Just got home from city.. hmm. city~~ not that ive been away looong enough to feel what im feeling. But the moment i reached there, memories started flowing back. Good and bad ones. Especially when I traced back the path I used to walk, go to places I've been, the things I do and say. Yes, in black and white I see them replaying themselves in my mind. Its good to stay quiet sometimes.. yup, enjoy the weather, enjoy the sights of the city.. ~ have some time to myself.

I felt like giving up yesterday. Did not even wanna study for Dynamics.. the subject i detest most.. However, me being me.. I reluctantly went to the library and did a 4 hrs plus revision... well, didn really enjoy it. was boiling inside i felt so uncomfortable. Really did not want to study anymore. So sick of it. Came home ate bread and fell asleep. lol. on my bed. i tink the loaf of bread still on my bed. haha. Woke up early instead to continue. Quite amaze at myself sumtimes, considering how i managed to finish studying the whole subject in like 2 days? pretty sure i knew how to solve most of the questions.. BUT today.. when i saw the paper.. i was brain dead? they appear so simple to me.. but i just cant pen down anything. sighs. i only knew one quarter of the entire paper. sobs. really crossing my fingers.. i dont want to fail..
altho' im still left with one paper, i dont feel good.. after todays. eeks. whatever.

i still feel tied. like i need to breakaway... i don like pressure. i don wan pressure.
so many things still unsolved.. and i dont wanna face it. truth is tough.

Shopping was s'posed to be enjoyable. but i felt stressed up. give me a break ppl. i need to cut myself out of all ya ppl's world. Bought more clothings. and i want more! so many things i wanna buy.. need a belt.. i want a belt. hm. stupid shops. close so early.

i need to cut my hair now. wenx, prolly affected by you. cut hair when stressed up?? just snip snip snip. doesnt really sound healthy. but i seriously do need a hair cut. i feel like a damsel in distress.. bad. spare me whatever thats ruling over me.

2006-06-06T13:54:00.000+08:00

i...... wanna blog i wanna blog. that was what i was thinking of.. on the way back home just now. had my structures test this morning. the subject i find easiest and most interesting. But didn do too good i guess.. simple questions yet i made silly mistakes. this is the time when u feel like stabbing urself right in ur heart. lol. wasted. i didn convert UDL to point load. and i stuffed all my calculations! awww. on the brighter note, studying last minute.. can be fun? lol. on sunday revised from 10pm-4am. and on monday 3pm -12pm. dixynn and i were tryna break some record i tink. lol. but its really tiring. very tiring. usually, u study long hours, u slack in btw. u chat. u eat. but such long period straight. fuii~
i...... dont like studyin last minute after all. lol.
i...... gonna go gym later. yippy!
i...... am feeling nolstagic! miss home. miss all frens!
i...... hav this song playing on my mind. TOTORO TOTORO~~~ lol.. (anyone noes?)

its winter now!!! brrr. cold. im freezing....

2006-06-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

hehehe. i redecorated my room.. sumtime dont know when! lol. Bought posters during some posters sales in school! weets. First, is my pinky princess poster.. hav it stucked on my door. and another.. lesbian photo?? lol. two girls kissing.. hehe. my housemate bought Astroboys' posters. lol. cute. added more tables into my room. refurbished a bit.
i love my room. can drool in there day and night. saliva drips**

2006-06-02T19:04:00.000+08:00

im NOT HAPPY!!!! lol...

not happy #1 - i semangat semangat showered and got ready to go to the library. BUT fucking libraries.. close at 5.45. ISH!!! i didn noe friday close so early! we planned to study till 12 lagi. SOBBS. not shiok!

not happy #2 - over ate. bluEK! i havent stop binging since the moment i opened my eyes. SOBBS. biscuits - porridge - sourplums - chocolate bar - cereals - korean junks - korean BBQ for dinne. burp.

not happy #3 - i cant concentrate in studies. Exams next week!!!!

not happy #4 - internet came at the wrong time. exam period.

not happy #5 - my hse feels colder than outside. which is bad! shheesh.

not happy #6 - got back my structures and some other ppl beat me. NOT HAPPY! two got 99% and one, 100%. stupid 100% fella, stood behind and lAughed at me while i asked questions. ANGRY ><

not happy #7 - i dont get to play. i wanna play!

not happy #8 - ................

2006-05-24T17:51:00.000+08:00

2006-05-21T03:21:00.000+08:00

Oh well. Im back again. Have been blogging pretty often nowaways.
Am in the city now. 5.21 am. And guess I am not gonna sleep tonight. My housemate just scratched me cos she was tryna find grip when she almost fell. I have 4 finger marks on my waist now. How cool is that. And why only 4? becos the thumb print is at the back of my waist! wth. Funny tho. Had a good laugh. But it bloody hurt too.

Cant believe i actually shared with jason. yes yes that lil' jason whom i think is no longer little. A good fren as i have regarded that seldom keep in contact. Thought i would actually be telling one of my girlfriends. SAd but no. Didnt meet anyone online. sigh. its saturday night! and as far as i noe, they dont show good programmes on SAT night.. and girlfrens dont go clubbing or night life stuff. where on earth are u ppl! its ok its ok. keep my cool.

went for Greek food just now. ordered a glass of wine to go with since i was eating meat. so filling. i couldnt walk. aish.

Finals coming soon.. and im slacking. slacking so much. im slacking.

2006-05-19T08:00:00.000+08:00

weekaka~ happiness! first of all, its friday!!! mm.. i feel so good. lalala.
and i went shopping yesterday! my mood wasnt really beautiful when i started, so went shopping and i ended up buying lotsa clothes which cheers me up. wakaka. finally hunt down the jacket i saw in brisbane and bourke street that was faulty!!! lol. yay~

2006-05-17T16:15:00.000+08:00

Jacky and I.. with our car

ANd this is nonethesless, our ferrari! lol. made out of wood. :)
We have 3 different flags representing the group's origin!

2006-05-17T15:54:00.000+08:00

Tae-boxing just ended. pretty fun!! we were complaining.. why do we need to pay when we are losing something off, our precious calories. lol. Wanted to go for pilates in the morning but overslept. tee hee.
Well..
Greens. Patch of greenland.
Beautiful lake or river.
Bright Sunshine? guess im asking for too much.
Slight ray of sunshine peeping throught the clouds will do fine.
More clouds and blue blue sky.
Thats all i need now. To be under the influence of the above.

2006-05-16T09:09:00.000+08:00

Just finish off with one project! Pretty cool. We turn our wooden car into a ferrari. weets.
My life is changing as day passes. Still ever cheerful and happy which i'm glad. Life is no longer mundane and down-to-earth.. lol. I just love having fun. Love my new friend! He brings fun and excitement to a higher level! woots. make me crazy crazy. I miss Yee Yeung too. Only if he's here.. Thanks for calling me boy! haha!
"regrets?" The act or feeling of being regretful has been flowing thru my mind. Floating, unable to find some suitable corner to settle in the brain. I never really wanna do things that i will come to regret. Nevertheless, things still happened. Those which i thought was wrong, but now, has become numb with.. Sometimes when i think back.. i wish i could turn back time and slow things down or even to stop things from happening... Sad, but thats not within my means.

2006-05-09T20:02:00.000+08:00

doodoodoo. my group mates are sawing wood and im blogging here while eating biscuits. hungry. left b4 i even finish my dinner,cos had to meet the rest of the people. Guess what i had? indian food! ah.im so into indian food! the first time i had roti canai and thosais, i felt so contented. so satisfied i smiled smugly. yumms. Guess how long i slept yesterday? 15 hrs in total!! lol. after school, i went dreamland straight.. tht was ard 4.. my hsemate woke me up for dinner at 7. ate till 7.30 and continued sleeping right away till the next day. lol. My hsemate woke me up for 9am today. FElt so good. the next ques: why so pig yea?? cos i didn sleep the night before! stayed up, listening to music, premix, singing, and thinking. wasnt a bad time to spend time.. but the next day was hell.. slept during the last lecture! nodding head in agreement with mr. free-body-diagram. And later, when i entered the lift, the security just had to say.. " you look so tired..your eyes are dark.examsapproaching yea?" lol. we just laughed.

2006-05-07T12:45:00.000+08:00

ii wanted to post. something deep inside of me. but at this very moment.. while looking into the screen, im lost for words. Dont know where to begin, or maybe.. i should just forget it. blank.

2006-05-02T13:05:00.000+08:00

2006-05-02T12:35:00.000+08:00

the place where i am living. exterior. interior.

2006-05-02T12:16:00.000+08:00

click for larger view.. keke

.::min and i, outside no 504 Bourke St! haha::.
.:: han and i::.
.:: yoke git and i, excited bout our new PJs!:.
.:: first attempt in frying rice. lol. pan too small!::.
.:: min with 2 brunettes cake. 1 puak toh. hahaha! MIN! ::.
.:: han's Brunettes' birthday surprise cake ::.
.:: me at vic harbour. sunsetting ::.
.:: yg n i heading to shopping destination! ::.

2006-04-27T14:40:00.000+08:00

hi to all girlfriends! jill, sorry for the loong waitt.. hav got no internet still. really terrible yea, --how inefficient laine can be! yes yes thts me. lol. i actually suggested to let han blog on my behalf.. which is good rite?? more frequent posts, different author, different approach.. and yea, who agrees with me? a show of hands! lol. yea, everyone. Han u may start blogging in my name..

im back with new updates!! hehe.
just finished a 2 hours test in the afternoon which i thought was hard.
Why?! - I barely did much preparations! aww.. (so proud to say still..shakes head)
yup, spent my one week Easter break in Brisbane which one would expect to not have any books cling closely to you, dragging you behind and slowly, eating up your holidays and you see that sour expression with as if 'there goes your 'its-holidays!!!!!' mood' scribbled all over your face distinctively.. So i carefreely left little Melbourne for a while and by all means paint the town red and blue, and enjoy life, enjoy the beautiful sunshine coast.. To make things better, Han came along.. making my holidays a total blast. Real blast.

[why do i feel like i am writing a story?!! hahaha anyway...]

Backdating to that day - Sunday. Upon arrival, I saw my gorgeous sister standing and waiting for us patiently. As we stepped out of the airport, the warm and friendly sun greeted us with so much passion that warmth me up instantly, leaving me with a cute pair of flushed cheeks. We hopped into kor kor (sis's fiance)'s RX-7 and VROOOM offf. Yes, thats how loud the engine is. VROOOOM. One by one, i removed by scarf, and later strip my many layers of jackets. It make me feel like i came all the way from Melbourne to defroze myself. Melbourne is just cold, for now which i haven really adapt to it yet.

[okay chaange style... ]

then arr, after that we went to sunnybank to eat chinese food lo... very hungry maa after so long. after tht we went walk walk laa.. then so ngam that day easter sunday, most shops were not open but still insist wan go long kai lo. so went to the city.. nice nice worr.. went see the buildings, tour around.. many bridges there.. Good will Bridge, Storey bridge etc. Then saw many angmohs enjoying life there.. sunbathing. then there's this place with man-made sand. and u have artificial sand there lo. many many kids swimming.. also visited QUT. then at night went to find Pei Ling, Han's sister ma.. cos she invited us over for BBQ. then we mai go eat lo. first day only, then his jiejie bring us to casino.. my first time stepping into casino le.. after i turn 18. then went there to drink free mocha cappa and orange juice wor. then we guai guai nvr play la.. just look at the rest of the gamblers risk their lui lo. after that sien liao lo, then we went pancake manor, to eat yummy yummy pancake lo. got banananana and chocolate one. v nice le. i tell u wont believe. next time show you pictures hor.

[waaa stress man! type with all the hor la lo mi arr wor ma. frown]

yupp, gonna summarise my whole trip now. my eyelid cant take it anymore.
Monday: went to Gold Coast. First stop: Harbour Town! nice place to eat and shop. Factory outlets there. Can buy many things for pretty cheap. At least cheaper than outside =) Shop till evening.. forgot to go beach! but hey still we went in the evening.. SUrfers PAradise!! really nice beach with very very extremely fine sand. Then dined at Yama Sakura which we queued for quiet a while cos it was full house! YEa, we wanted to try surfing! but late d had to go home...

Tues: Surfing or shopping? we were contemplating. finally chose to go shopping. weeheee! shopping is addictive. and expenditure will help boost the economy. so keep up the good work laine. =S ahh not consoling enough! we went on CityCat ferry, one of the means of transportation. Good view good breeze. Beautiful. THen visited UQ. haha. y we visiting all uni's? i donno either! At night took an hour plus to prepare ai xin dinner for my jiejie! lol. improved cooking skills! how cool. salmon, veg, chicken, but still MASHED TOFU. Cant help it really. Tofu are soft in nature. lol

Wed: i cant rmb wad happen! eeek.

Thurs: went to Moreton island! this really is NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! the water is crystal clear and the sea has shades of different blue.. went into the island thru 4WD which i cant figure out how ren han can sleep in it! the whole journey was bumpy! Saw Pacific Ocean. WEnt sand boarding!! really fun... woohoo. altho i was really scared at first. then went to freshwater site, Blue lagoon for a swim. Then went champagne pool. nice rocks with strong waves hitting against it. and ferry was nice. and the sun was awesome tho i still complain hot. but yea nice. and im lazy to blog d.. yawn
~~~byebye

2006-04-13T08:45:00.000+08:00

wooohoo!! wooohoo!! im free to fly!!! No words can express how happy i am now!!!!
=D =D =D =D =D=D and after all the weight-gained and aw-i-feel -so-heavy in 2 months.. for the first time i feel light! whoopieeeess!!!!! hahaha. We didn even rehearse for our presentation and spontaneously went to present. And guess wad, we turned out to be the best group!!! Altho' so many things cropped up and having burtn the late night oil. Everyone came singing praises to us!!! woots woots. fly!!! A bunch of angmohs came telling us.. " i think ur presentation was the best.. not too technical; not too laidback".. and some went "good job" non-stop hohoho!!
Even the tutor said he had no comments cos' we covered everything except for us who kept fidgeting. lol. btw, we were actually supposed ot build a bridge. hehe and calculate all the forces bla bla bla. =) hehe. must thank SAM, sj for training us..
Yippie! Im glad that the busy busy week has ended! and its hols tmr.

Obstables while designing this bridge:
1. Group mate broke his leg while playing soccer. Cant do report and presentation. Leaving the 2 girls behind. Nvm, Jason Nuter!! we did u proud.
2. Having rushed to the library at night to print transparencies slide.. and find that we missed the bus! and fight with stupid jelly.
3. No time for lunch and dinner! Slept at 4smth am.
4. S'psed to wake up earlier to print. OVerslept! 20 minutes late.
5. Couldnt find the file in memory stick. F*ck. Wanted to hand write.. but luckily the file reappeared. woots!
6. Last minute discussion of wad to present while others were presentating.

woohoo. im so lucky!!! God is great, isnt he?!

Yup, and i need sleep!! yawns. and my eyes are heavy! ahve been sleeping like 2 am, 3am, 4 am for the past whole week.
WEdnesday: online structures test, materials assignemnt due, prepare designed bridge.
important lesson: Must take things one at a time.. or else, bonkers!
ahhh!! im happy! weeets. Luckily my hsemate, cooked dinner for me... help me release stress, help me print stuff and accompanied me till 4am as well.haha. she was watching drama`~~ late for school this morning also.. gagaga!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING!!!!!!!! LOVE YA!!

2006-04-04T12:00:00.000+08:00

I can't believe im crying in front of the computer now! argh.
Hope nobody notices me..
Shit im sobbing too loud. Duck my head duck my head.
and my nose hurts, too much rubbing against my jacket.
and mucus stop flowing, i hve got no tissue.
ugh im pathetic.

im so tired.. have a total of four assignments in hand now and a test, day after tmr.. oh ya two test in fact, my lecturer said one more starting within this week. fuhhh.

oh, meihui, i didn send u the email? u didn knoe bout it!? long story le.. haha. ask meikin.. she can tell! btw i changed my no already, can get from yii min when u see her online. miss you

and shirlaine is sad today. ='(

2006-03-28T11:40:00.000+08:00

eeek!!! i lost my handphone just now!
after street latin i realised my hp gone missing. Shit, it is only one month old.. so searched the dance studio.. later went to the lawn where i had lunch. no where to be seen.. =( tot sure gone case d, but luckily we checked with the info desk.. and it was there! fuhhh.. i feel damn blur. like after coming here become gong kia d... btw we refers to chiang wey and i.. dragged him for street latin.. haha

yup.. back to story telling.. hehes.
the stepson said he is coming back today.. which my hsemate and i dont want. Made arrangement with the landlord and two more other adults to be around when he comes later.
the adults kept telling us to call the cops if he comes again.. bcos its considered harassment and yea we should practise our rights. the only worry is that if he gets angry if we threaten to call police. and two girls so wu nai. brrr.. anyway there will be live show later.. hope they dont fight.

besides that, hee last weekend slacked kao kao. went shopping and later commonwealth closing ceremony! tee hee. love it love it. didn even open my books which is bad. =( guiltstricken.
the closing ceremony was alright only.. didn think it was worth the money.. except for the breathtaking fireworks.

yupp and what have i been doing for the last one month? hehe. lazy to backdate. basically, lectures, cooking, washing, volleyball, squash.. and half the time i was too blur to know wads going on.

thats about it. its a pain to blog now.. have already lost touch with it. byebye for now..

love ya all, girlfriends.

2006-03-28T08:57:00.000+08:00

waves*** !!!! Hi everyone!! i miss all of you who are reading this!!!!
tryna get this blog back kicking and alive.. and yea my bad my bad.. haven been updating for a lil' while! Its been almost a month now.. and i must say Yupp, life here for me.. is exciting! Haha. Its really dramatic ... For those who have learnt about my hospital incident.. u girls must be laughing your ass off. lol. and yea, the latest issue is that.. a stranger came knocking at my doorstep and claim that it is his house we are living in! Me and my housemate were in shock. He says that the landlord dealing with us is not the owner and we are staying in his place illegally.. and yea its a long story.. family dispute. So apparently this stranger is the owner's stepson and after the father died the heir goes to the son. But according to Australian law, as a wife, the stepmom gets part of it. so the stepmom challenged the will.. And this property is in court now.. and yup its really confusing. anyway the stepson's visit was really scary! and guess wad.. last night, he came knocking on my door again! it send chill into our spine. and he got his solicitor to write us a formal letter saying that we ought to deal with him blablabla.

and ya its really drama. i had to call the owner.. then call the lawyer and everything.
-to be continued-

.. going for street latin dance! weets.

2006-02-06T13:19:00.000+08:00

i'm back! hehe. Just some updates.. i passed by driving test! lol. well, i know, i know.. nothing great. people like aiai, meihui and han are already done with their 2 yrs of probation. Farewell to P sticker. lol. but at least, i need not step into Berjaya anymore! woots. =D Met venna who gave me a smack on my back, peiman who is looking all fine and dandy as usual, ingyuan and zi peng, whom i met last night at relative's open house and coincidently today as well. .. lol. manman was wearing the watch i gave her.. funky funky! grins.

chinese new year was wicked! =)
deco. food. angpows. oranges. dressing up. nail polish. visiting. relatives. cousins. friends. laughter. tv. games. gambling for those who did. yadayadayada..

and currently,
i'm busy busy busy. flying off to brisbane on the 8th of Feb. Then to Melb on the 10th.. engaged with packing at the moment. and running errands. buying neccesiti.. however u spell it. lol.
Dental appointment tmr.. hopefully my sweet tooth dont cause me any cavities..

adios.

2006-01-27T21:58:00.000+08:00

love concierge!!!! i super love that show~~!!! lol.
yay!! and its happy ending!!!!!!! weeets.. i like!!!! grins.
last episode damn touching and sweeeet! =') haha.
but chunchun really very chun lo.. have such a big heart from the very beginning.. salute her.. not everyone can give and sacrifice so easily...

yay!! cny comin and im really excited!! haha.. its like cny eve tmr d... fast le!
waa.. angpow!! waa.. cookies!! waa.. steamboat!! waa.. alot alot of food! lol. nice!!
hope this will be an awesome celebration.. ho ho ho.. damn fast le..
and come to think of it, i'll be flying in ten days time..! i dont want!!!!
but today is a good day..
1) i met that elephant zabo..alison !!!
2) i managed to buy one coat for winter wear. quite chun la.. i like! ho ho ho.. macam those that one would only see in drama.. lol.
3) my visa done already!!
4) i went back convent!!! wonderful school.. miss all my teachers alot... all of them think i look different!! why?? lol. hee hee.

oh chinatown in singapore tht day was nice too.. super beratmosphere... we tak and delegates.. (with we tak being the tourguide, delegates: aiai, jill, meng er, meihui, me and han) hohoho
first, outram park --> chinatown --> bugis --> chinatown again. ho ho ho..
wanted to buy some jellies.. can try for free, so we were helping ourselves. haha. 100g for $1.oo. cheap rite?
but according to meihui's scale.. one packet will weigh at least 50g.. and with the amount we took, our miss calculator estimated it to be quite ex.. lol..esp after convertion.. hahaha. so quickly cabut! was so tired that day, so much of walkingg.. la la la..
some pictures!!

the coconut we drank! damn sweeeet! lol. the kelapa's shape macam ren han's kepala horrs... bweeeekks... snorts. =p

meng er and i!!!!

as for other pictures... AIAI!!!! *paging for aiai** send me send me!!! winkx. keke

hope everyone have a wonderful time yaaa!!!! play hard people..!!

2006-01-22T22:54:00.000+08:00

i'm feeliing so tired.. Fell asleep on the couch just now.. this is today:

9.00 am:
mom repeatedly went "shirlaine, wake up...~~" i tot i was dreaming. until i caught a glimpse of her from the corner of my eye.. Oh shucks! after so long of waking up late noon everyday, i got so annoyed..

11.00am:
dad and i set off to johor specialist hospital. eh eh.. the hospital there looks nicer than before~ just renovated i assumed. so waited for my x-ray to be taken.. saw a lil boy who was very cute. kept combing and restyling his hair, and he was very jumpy..combed, tooked a few angular views and instantly messing it up and later another attempt to style his hair! u noe just being thrilled of his shiny gelled hair..felt like pinching him!

1.00pm:
lunch was so so.. quite sick of deciding wad to eat everyday.. chic rice? wanton mee? mc dee? chap fan? prawn mee? etc. the same cycle repeats itself... dont quite enjoy eating these days.. =] dad was telling me to eat while i still can enjoy malaysian food.. yupp, so true.. count my blessings.

2.30pm:
Airconditioned-lights off-laptop on-speakers attached-max volume..and Lost was screened. lol. enjoyed it! nice nice!

evening:
hair cut!!!!! weee! i love my new hair!! how shud i put it in words.. very trendy!! But han said not nice.. =( i think he got too sien while waiting for me.. thats why he has to go against himself to say not nice laa.. u noe just to kek me.. right, han??! ITs nice yaaa??!!! hahahha. bweeks. =p wanted to colour too.. but considering that i just highlighted my hair..hmms, maybe next week! lol. Then, we brought han's lil sis out.. kaikai. her birthday today!! yuup, simply love han to the max.. altho we were merely spending time together.. i feel so blessed.. and over the moon! =D dropped by meng er's territory too but she wasnt there.. sobbies.

night:
endless yakking with my cousin who just came back from kl.. until dinner at lavender... the meal was ok, didn quite enjoy it too.. followed mom to buy cny stuff for the company...
12 boxes of cookies from lavender and 15 crates of oranges from a wholesaler..
came back and i felt sooo tired!

2006-01-18T17:01:00.002+08:00

weehee! i feel so happy today.. Flying light. :)

had fun playing with brother today.. arguing over a new discovery..lol. and finally i won! yippie!

la la la ~~ I feel like playing! Frens who are free, look me up! lol

I feel like doin alot of things..

1. cut hair. [But first, i wanna change hairstylist. Sick of the old one.]

2. Feel like colouring my hair again! lol. [Kaiyun and Meng Er's influence!]

3. eyeing on the bag i spotted that day.. [aw.. i wan it!]

4. chinatown in spore [fellow girlfrens. who can make it? next wed nite]

5. create havoc back in convent! [again fellow girlfrens take note. rose and i confirm d]

6. and alot moreee!! Waaaaa!! i cant waittt!!!

MAdnesss!!!

2006-01-18T17:01:00.001+08:00

I have problem trying to sleep in the night! Already am very tired, but just cant sleep.
I was first woken by han. "Wanna go spore?" Plunged back to deep sleep. And later, riiing~~~ "hello?" with my sleepy droney voice. "Hi, meng sze.. i'm Mrs Ng." It took me a while to tafsir who Mrs Ng was.. and WAAAT MRS NG?! I jumped to my feets. MRS NG?! Mary NG?? My SAM program director.. "Oh hi" WIth my voice, anyone would hav now i was sleeping still. super duper obvious.. "Meng sze, u sick is it?" and i had to feign sick!! lol. "oh ya, having sorethroat ;)"

So suprised that she called.. cos no one would actually expect that.
Objective: to keep up with my future studies plans and to persuade me to go do it in taylors!! so chit chatted.. and ok.."Call me once you have decided alright." That was how the conversation ended. and right after that, dad rang.. "what u want for lunch??"
There goes my sleep.

MRs NG far most left.. anf the two annoying guards of the year.. lol jk..

then its ms wanwei and sand ming!

2006-01-18T17:01:00.000+08:00

Crumpler's bag. Topshop's top. Quicksilver's bottom. Converse's shoes.

1.8 horsepower engine. rm 500 logictech mouse.

rm 400 sandals that in long run can be moulded into ur feet shape for extra comfort.

yada yada yada. Who says guys arent vain??!

haf been checking alot of courses. surfing the net for informations. scanned courses syllabus. went to the bookstores to see relevant books.. but both mph and popular haf nth muchie..

i wanna go Times! Harris! and the other ..wads de name. aik forgot.

well, so far..i still think it is not bad after all. *ponders*

waa.. our kaiyun highlighted her hair!! this is so surprising.. you rock girl! :)

Hope that everything goes well for your visa.. and u'd be able to pursue your dream!!! its gonna be so great! .. see if u are free one of these days, can meet up and haf a farewell.. or u want to invite me to your jungle house??! hehe =p will be praying for you... all the best!

2006-01-15T22:38:00.001+08:00

More updates on my studies..
For those who are still kept in the dark.. i'm no longer going to adelaide.
Smth cropped up with my application.. and the uni cant take me in..
At the moment, i'm looking into other alternatives (change of course) .. or other pathways namely twinning. I'm also starting to doubt why i want to do pharmacy.
Pals.. advise!! i'm so trapped here.. Nothing seem to be working out!!!
and my parents are also having headache over me already.
and i myself is getting sick of having the need to look into all the prospectus! calling counsellors! lookin into websites to check on universities! calling idp! calling Unis! going to roadshows!!!
arghh!!! =( =( =(

2006-01-15T22:38:00.000+08:00

I'm so bored!!!! Somebody suggest something i shud do?! haih.
Been idling ard for 2 weeks starting 2006. Not to mention b4 tht..
My plans for studies are heading nowhere.. and its so stressful! brr. =(

2006-01-10T02:12:00.000+08:00

Its so coold.. ice cold, i'm like freezing.
Pouring cats and dogs these few days.
And my parents and bro are helping themselves to endless scoop of icecream, as if the weather isnt already cold enough. I woke up feeling so cold one morn, that i instinctively reached for the controller only to find tht the aircon was not on at the very first place.
Aww, Driving lessons tmr again. sheesh. =.= spare me..

2006-01-10T00:24:00.000+08:00

...Time to grow ='(

2006-01-08T01:39:00.000+08:00

Proudly presents : the blogmistress. ;)

Shots of myself during new year's eve celebration.

Shall introduce the other shutterbugs soon!

2006-01-07T23:11:00.000+08:00

Life's been topsy-turvy.
A while ago, everything seems like a perfect piece of puzzle. Stoked.
*euphoria lingers in the air*
And In less than a nanosecond, destruction plays before my own eyes.
Dismayed. Frusfrated. Annoyed. I'm managing well.

-Yesterday-
Labelled Crap Day!! I knew things were going wrong even earlier in the day.
Splitting headache only served to make things worse.
And everything was crappy! crap crap crap!

-Today-
First was held up with [driving]..
really dislike driving! minimal eagerness to learn. The instructor was ngiao. Heck care, I drove him up the wall anyway. with my crazy attics and constant sound effects that follow. So Crap Day 2 continued. =.= Being passengers is still the best. Get to sing, listen to music, sleep, never-ending talks, laugh -need not bother!

[Shopaholic in action]
*gleeful laughs. gay*
Crap Day 2 took a turn and became better all thanks to shopping! *geaming white teeth --shiiink shiink* I was nutty. Nutty as usual. I love my version of dialect!
Esp when trying to mutter 20 to 30 as fast as u can.
People try it! Its fun! I got so tickled. Meng er just wouldnt giv it a try. sheesh.
So killing 3 shopping malls in 6 hours. An average of 2 each. *winkz* And the money we spent ..halt..! -- don't ask!
Bought a novel.. wee! *happiness* i'm sure im gonna love it.

[Feast]
Dad just had to add more crabs into my crappy days. Black pepper crabs! lips protruded more obvious than usual --red sausage lips! spicy wey =( Had seafood for dinner.
Buurrp.

2006-01-06T02:09:00.000+08:00

What is your biggest fear in the world?
hm. failing.

Kids or no kids?
kids! adorable ones. hee~.

Cat or dog?
prince la!

Half empty or half full?
isnt it the same?

Mustard or ketchup or mayo?
um mayo baaa.

Hard cover books or soft cover books?
soft cover.. lighter load. hehe

Newspaper or magazine?
Both.

Sandals or sneakers?
Both.

Wonder or amazement?
amazement

Red car or white car?
others can? lol

Happy and poor, or sad and rich?
well, like the way i am now. Some things cant be fulfilled even if one is rich.

Singing or dancing?
LOL. Both. Tho i sing like crap and dance like crab!

Hugging or kissing?
Huggs!

Happy or sad?
now? happy

Purple or green?
depending which shade

Blondes, brunettes?
neither

ABOUT YOURSELF--

What time is it now?
2:22 am

Nicknames:
laine.. girl.. eeyore.. sure-lame etc

Date that you regularly blow them out:
huh?

Pets:
there's dog.. fishes..

Eye color:
dark brown? ..according to han

Hair color:
donno wad colour it is now.. dark brown with lighter brown streaks

Piercing(s):
2 on each ear

WHAT DO YOU WANT...

Where do you want to live?
somewhere i belong

How many kids do you want?
beats me!

What kind of job do you want?
hm. smth fun. smth i enjoy.

Do you want to get married?
uh.. ;)

WHICH IS BETTER....?

2 doors or 4 (on a car)?
either

Coffee or ice cream?
ice cream please

Shampoo or conditioner?
need both to get soft silky hair .. right xuan?? =P hahaha!

Bridges or tunnels?
tunnels

One pillow or two?
i want many!! haha.

WORD ASSOCIATION...

Green?
grass. good for eyes.

Crying?
me? sad. happy.

Peanut?
m&mS with peanut!

Roses?
white and red!

Summer?
sunbathe.. sunscreen. shades. minimal clothing. maximum fun. sun. beach

67)Winter?
freezing cold. snowman. ice-skiing. maximum clothing. hot drinks.

FAVORITES...

68)Salad dressing?
thou island. mayo? fine with me

Color of socks?
Doesnt really matter.

Toothbrush?
ORal B.. double action. cross action?! haha

Alcoholic drink?
Wine.

Non-alcoholic drink?
a lot

Cartoon characters?
winnie the pooh. spongebob.

RANDOM QUESTIONS--

Who is your best friend?
hmm there're afew. =)

When was your last hospital check-in?
eerm. check-in? cant rmb!

Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
28.. prolly settled down somewhere on Earth.

Have you ever been convicted of a crime?
...i wish.. hahahaha. driving illegally can?

What do you do most often when you are
bored?
go online.. watch tv. self entertain.

Name the person that you are friends with that
lives the farthest away from you?
atm.. wenx and shan (in the uk) and aussie ppl

Are you antisocial?
nope i tink. hehe.

Can you be in love with two people at the
same time?
nvr tried..

2006-01-06T00:35:00.000+08:00

la la la.. i'm so free. Fermenting at home. Putting back the weight i lost earlier this year. LOL. Everyday is like home alone! All are out in the morning and afternoon. And everyone turns in early in the night. Aik.. Touring Adelaide practically everyday. Gosh, Spare me!! Sick of it already! ;(

2006-01-04T00:06:00.000+08:00

Eek. Turning into a couch potato at the rate i'm living my life. Drama. Eat. And more dramas.
-shakes head- Eyesight bound to deteriorate ..thats for sure.
Went to the movies with han and the lil' sis on monday. Cool. The cinema was freaking cold. 3hours of King Kong explains it. Poor thing, both of them got home getting sick. And, i'm losing my throat!! endless coughs.

2006-01-02T00:26:00.000+08:00

2005/2006 celebration was quite alrite. Attended annual countdown dinner with my family. But this year is rather different, i invited my jiemeis along.. jill, meng er, meihui, yixuan and kek.
Lol. The girls were making so much din in my house! and meng er actually felt like i was the bride for the day.. and them -- the jiemei!! -.- hohoho. So meihui named me the 'corpse bride' apparently in tht movie, the bride has no groom?? ok.. runaway groom now lol.

The dinner was pretty restricted. Prim and proper. Nothing much we could do besides self-entertaining namely cam-whoring most of the time and periodically, finger games! Yay, while waiting for the food to be served.. i was like " MEihui!! the chivas is looking at me! " and mhui started looking some faraway 30metres.. lol. i repeated myself. and got yixuan, menger, and meihui to be curiously lookin everywhere. until they finally understood tht it was the chivas regal on our table i was talkin about! Facing right at me! Yupp, the high part began only during countdown.. all of us actually lead ppl up the stage when most of them were down at the dance floor.. Yeay dance, jump and do crazy stuffs on the stage! 38 with my brother too! hahaha.
really nth much laa.. just hope my friends enjoyed themselves !

mister TAY REN HAN!!!!!! you made me cry on the first day of new year!!! one of my new year's resolution is to refrain from crying, u noe that!!!! hahahah
anyway, i [heaarrt] you many many!!! love u love u lOve u!! its overflowing!! muacks! ;)

2005-12-31T13:19:00.000+08:00

waa. i'm losing my throat. losing my voice soon!! somebody help suppress my hyperactiveness!! *cough cough*
yesterday : Lol. Madness. =D Cappucino!! cappucino!! anyone??! starbucks!!! On me!! LOL. meng er !!! cappucino!!! Yupp, meng er was sorta rotting at home and as a pal, i made a day!! lol. with cappucino! managed to get back home b4 meng er arrived my place. and out of the blue, i offered cappucino! so she rang up ppl. rose u were included!! but we thot that we shoudnt upset your tummy anymore. lol. so we went ahead with kek.ching.mister stan.. i almost ordered 20 cups.. (8oz multiply by 20!!) fortunately, meng er held my horses back!! lol. phew** we halved it! so ten!!! haha. 5 ppl ten cups. sounds ngam rite.. the first cup was nice and alrite.. except for the foam which was super milky!! gulping down the second cup was hell! !hahha. luckily only ten cups.. and the quantity!! --so called just nice!! hahaha. at the brim.. another sip and we go puking! ha ha ha.
btw, kek la tu zi!!! haha.

before that, i met up with cherry! lol. she's so cute! anyway nice meeting up after so long! bought myself a skirt ..love it love it!!! its exquisitive i feel =D was in a hurry, ended up eating sushi in the car as lunch. accompanied grandpa to the bank and sent him home. until tht siao zabo came !!

after coffee session, hadta rush back again. got a dinner to attend, mom's company dinner. yippie!! quite fun!! the adults were really inspiring. setting new targets new goals and determining to achieve it! new year's resolution! So cool. and they were really sporty ppl! hahaha. enjoyed quite a bit. at least not that boring. hohoho. s'posed to go for a bbq at the same time too? hahaha. apa la? i tot it was new year's eve agenda. manazai~ so couldnt make it!!

and today!! the last day of the year 2005!! lol. another function to go! weee! lol. i just love parties and celebrations!!!

goodbye 2005.

2005-12-28T22:34:00.000+08:00

Lol. Driving lessons today
Quite ok.. finally had control over the wheels. but quite sien also. not that excited to learn.. yupyup. the car dieded so many times. den the car kept shaking and shaking. lol. i was like wad the.. but okla.. get to turn turn turn.. acelerate.. change gear acelerate break..take bents.. hahahaha.

again, will be leaving home soon.. so this time round, i plan to learn cooking. something really funny happened!! Cooking lesson no.1 today. haha. my grandma didn wanna me to cook the curry.. she was like its very hard de.. u need to blend chilli this that santan..one word mafan. youu dont learn. lol. the vege turned out alrite.. later i proceed to fry tauhu.. which was supposed to be easy.. add oil and fry fry only maa. haha. and my end product was hilarious!!! lol. i couldnt stop laughing!!! my grandma came in the kitchen to check on me.. and i by all means tried to block her view using the kuali cover. hahaha. den she was like.. "wad happened? u burned the food? " hahhaha. i couldnt hold my laughter and giggles.. and when i finally showed my amah.. she burst out laughing!!! my tauhu is all mashed up!!!! looked more like scramble egg! hahhaaa. sorry lar~~ tauhu soft maa. hard to flip.. LOL. =P

later went visit wenling's papa. LOL. looking handsome good and healthy!! haha. chit chatted a bit. then, dr woo suggested to call wen ling!!! COOL!!! wenx! u didn recognise my deep sexy voice -- "harlo" hahhaha. =P aww. i miss you alot! ^-^ yea so was chatting with wenx in the clinic until i felt abit paiseh cos dr woo was busy. many patients. ya so i scrammed. :) but heyheyhey wenling, u rock my world!!! wo ai ni!!! very long never spread lameness together already bo?
muacks!

2005-12-27T17:11:00.000+08:00

*REflectioNs**
Having think back what took place the entire year, i felt that trials and experiences had changed me thoroughly.. Well, i wouldnt say what occured is good or bad.Good in way. Bad in another.

This year was really a very trying period.. having leaving home, living and doing things all by myself..taking charge of my own life kinda thing.. It could have been all easy for other people but not me..for i rely alot on others.. I felt that i learnt alot of things. Many valuables lessons.. which nothing can trade for.

I think i have been super duper pessimistic. I dont know why. Its like dark clouds enveloping around me. And that the heavy vapours in the air cant hold itself any longer.. and that there ought to be this heavy downpour. I've teeared, cried, wept the most this year. So much so that it has become a habit. Yupp, and in a way, I've lost myself. Not too sure if words like cheerful, carefree, unexpectable, high voltage girl still fit to describe me.. hahs. i think i've matured .. i no longer take things lightly as before.. and before every action is carried out, many thoughts are put into it. no longer go according to my heart.. or my mad instincts. that explains why u can expect no crazy and lame things from me.. this is also the reason that has slash most of my characters off..
was jus wondering wad would happen if ever one day, i forget how to smile.. or unfortunately wear a broken smile.. sad eh. hmms.

but still, i am indeed fortunate for sure.. having a bunch of close supportive frens . namely

1. meikin. -- super love her! her words sometimes can make me feel so comforting.. and that i need not worry whatever that may come. yupp. i still rmb confiding in her.. and she told me to find shelter and cry! and my rainbow will soon brighten the world inside me. a fren who never cease to help and lift my emotions.. love ya dec de!

2. meihui. -- another buddy who always trigger me to work hard! help to cast all my down spirits away!! encouraging me to look at the bright side of life and never let those downs get into me!! and of all, reassuring that she'd always be there for me. yupp, i'm not alone!! i haf you girL! muaakx!!

3. aiai. -- who would occasionally check on me.. yup, always reminding me to glorify God. yup, the dream i shared with you was super scary!!! i think God was implying smth.. yeap, she would always remind me to pray..! pray for pointers from God.. and he will show guidance.

4. menger. -- the listener! haha. always drown you with my sorrows! lol. thanks budd! =D huggs.

5. wenx. -- and wenx who'd call all the way from the uk!! really appreaciate it! muacks!

6. kek. -- who would go outing with me.. to release evrything bottled up inside!

and the rest of my mates... oh ya also another close taylors mate of mine..always sharing and advising!!! hoho. u dont be down k?! u rock too!

Glad that, i've found myself...yippie!! found the old laine.. who went wandering for quite some time.

2005-12-25T23:42:00.000+08:00

singing k tht day was fun! yours truly was out of her mind. being the usual crazy her, she eventually came up with tht crazy idea.. LOL. k from 12am to 4am!!! luckily got sporting cousins and bro.. lol. Slept halfway while singing..and when its my song, grabbed the mic and sing sing~ haha. Pity my cousin.. had to get ready for work after sending her home.. lol.

oh ya.. steamboat that day with fellow G15-ians was cool!! Thanks alot to weiqing mommy for preparing the food.. the secret recipe to the fat turkey!! damn delicious and its fat! also the yummy tom yam. credits to weiqing emily leyse chooileng too.. helped out so much.. while we only went to makan.. :( guilts* mr yap thanks for the place too! doododo.
also, mana itu bask.dav.sjpok.abi.kanch.nish.resh.wanwei and so many more who did not turn up?!

went ponderosa yesterday too! not bad.. but the place not as nice as mt austin. quite quiet. but pretty fun. fun. funn.

weee!!! its xmas!!! a blessed xmas to everyone!! had fun dressing up just now!! mix matching clothes ha ha. brother was doing latin! oh faint**

2005-12-22T22:18:00.000+08:00

wee! i cuo tang yuan today.. haha. pinch pinch pinch.. i made one super mini and fat one. Lol.
Dinner tonight was a feast.. alot alot of food. waah. pity ah kak..she must b dead tired. later after dinner, i insisted on eating my super fat and mini tang yuan haha. then kak went searching one by one in the pot. haha. but cant find sobbs. :( haha anyway later while we were playing knitting, kak came in with my bigbigbig and tinytinytiny tang yuan!! haha. she found it! happy!! ok, gonna go sing k now.. byebye.

2005-12-22T06:04:00.000+08:00

Did some paintings out of boredom.

1. first drawing of the night.. donno wad it is but i tot its nice

2. an xmas tree since its christmas! hohoho. did some more xmas tree but all set shao. >.<

3. then, i did this heart that went out of shape..haha. i think the left side is more saturated than the right. haha.

4. later i drew this and found it fascinating. i did copies of it. haha

5. using the same stroke, i drew a star.. looks like star fish.

6. a close up of the above.. love it!

i last touched water colour since umm secondary school? lol. fun fun .

2005-12-19T03:36:00.000+08:00

hahahahah eek.. cover eyes!!! >.<>

2005-12-18T23:25:00.000+08:00

tired tired tired! super duper tired!

17th dec : i dont rmb sleeping the night before and my alarm started ringing. Couldnt get into sleep despite turning in earlier than usual. Too many things flashing through my mind. Meihui used to tell me to let go.. if ur mind is still running active, u wont be able to sleep. Brother came in at 4 plus and began chit-chatting with me..

During driving lessons.. i suddenly felt hard of breathing. Stuffy!! and i was perspiring.. for a moment everythin bcame colourful.. All the signs reminded me of Sports Day rehearsal in sch. Was marching for St Xaviers lead by Pei Fen.. under the big hot fire ball..tried not to figid and the next thing i fainted. Lol. Quickly, i excused myself and sat down. I tink its bcos i lack sleep and didn eat.. =/ yup So i missed the entire changing tyre thing.

In the noon, wanted to catch a nap. Toooot..First, was a msg. Then, ringggg!! it was xuan! Aw there goes my sleep. Proceed to pack my baggage. Simply picked some clothes and got ah-boy to help me pack. hehe. i just love him.. guess im really very dependant on him ... Got myself ready for the bbq party.. swimwear, goggles, towel, clothes, watergun, volleyball. gaga.` planned to swim with jien.

Chilled awhile at Meng Er's place cos it was drizzling. All thanks to meihui. Singing away while playing the guitar.. While the rest were starting the fire, we wanted to swim but they were a few ''se peh peh" haih so we played volley instead. They kept wanting to join us.
Dirty old man : they bbq-ing worr
monologue **what has it gotta do with them cien da**
dirty old man : can borrow your watergun ma xiao meimei..?
-kin n i exchanged looks-
me : NO!
dirty old man : dont be like that la.. lend us laa..
me : NO!
-in the background- meihui : shit them. Can those dAMN ppl shUT up ar!!!
-laughs-

and later came two kids. we were cutting the dawai.. and the girl was flooding us with questions.. jiejie here jiejie there.. she super shiok sendiri.. when no one layans her.. she went n kacau weixi they all pulak.. later they all came back..
girl : jiejie wads your name..
meihui : her name is chao ji da mei nu
**monologue** wow thanks meihui
me : why do you wanna noe?
girl : is your name selina?
exchange looks with the rest..laughs.*monologue* wad the heck.. y selina?
me : heh heh.. close la close to... y ar?
girl : oh cos jiejie you look like selina.. and she started giglin
me : who's selina??
- everyone started laughing
girl : there SHE de...!! my kor kor likes them.. he got loads of their album
me : ok wa.. thanks arr.. lol. eh kin shang ta one slice of pringles.. lol
makky : mhui, so hows A levels in spore?
girl : jiejie you live in spore??
me: meimei arr.. she's korkor la..
-everyone burst out laughing-
makky: nono we live here one
me: oh nOla im from taiwan..
girl : hah!! jiejie u really from taiwan??
me : haha -.-
after a while i noticed she kept staring on me and was trying to get my attention
me:y keep looking at me
girl : jiejie the more i look like you the more u look like selina
me: really arr? laughs
girl : yaaa.. your mouth especially
meihui: she is selina la!
-everyone laughss-

later when the party really started those 2 kids were helping themselves to the food. we were like ok.. let them eat. and taada there came the furious meng er..lol
meng er: eey who are you all arr?
girl : -stunt-
meng er (with her garang face) : if im not wrong, i didn invite you to this party!
-all of us were like..fuiyo. meng er.. ni jue!-
girl : -cross arm- didi lets go!
but realy she was a bit too zi bian la.. shiok sendiri..

i was one of the first few ones to be dunked into the pool! lol. later we started throwing most ppl into the pool.. and swam swam swam. pix pix pix session! makan makan makan. lol. it was fun la!! reunited. good to gather and meet up. of all, i still think we rock lo! and i tink meihui, u super the ganas.. i donno how u push me.. there's a cut on my toe..!! so deep! i didn even realise i bleeding until i sampai kl..! ouch ouch. anyway i bit kin too. she's a stubborn one! LOL

Before i even swam to heart's content, belum even really makan yet, i had to go. quickly showered and rushed off to catch a bus up to kl.. the bus not comfy. brother and i couldn sleep. so was awake for 4 hours. leaning against the window. termenung. looking out. trees. trees trees.
cousin came to fetch us, on the way back, bro took over driving.. so he damn happy there.. came home watched dvd till like 7?? i cannot even open eyes d... and off to lalaland i went.. slept till evening today weii.. damn damn tired.

the party was really really great. had fun!! thanks to kitchen ppl for preparing the food.. haha. as usual xuan was in the kitchen.. then meng er, jill and kek the one helping to eat! haha. fire starter too..meihui weixi.. we really shud do this every yr!!

wow super long post. -.- byebye

2005-12-16T00:46:00.000+08:00

another nice one.. breathtaking ehh.. `like i said, had always love clouds..
would wonder what lies on the other side of the earth..
and is there anyone.. who understands.
anyone who is undergoing what i am experiencing..
how i wish i am lying right under this patch of clouds.

2005-12-16T00:31:00.000+08:00

clouds.... i have always love clouds. i think they speaks. Beautiful arent they..
But this one here is rather gloomy. Mundane, heavy, and dark.
As much as i am feeling right now..

2005-12-11T23:09:00.000+08:00

Scrutinized every corner of the house and i was dismayed. One word, mess! Decided to be a more homely daughter considering I've been outing alot and not contributing much to the house. Lol. Started off with my bedroom.. sort out some books and notes. emptied some shelves. had the urge to throw everything away. very teng de..but abit seh bet tak. aik.

and as i opened my closet, the lower rack was still filled with my old school t-shirts and track bottoms and whatnot. i counted, and there are plus minus 30 school shirts altogether (st.john, vball, interact, st.xaviers, quarter master, jerseys, sea games and some passed down fr sis).. plus like 5 track bottoms? eek. its occupying too much space!
looking into revamping my wardrobe! wee! went window shopping tht day, and i quite like the british trend tht is hitting in! i just love the style. its neat! shall go on a shopping binge!!!
anyone wanna join me?? doodooodo.

and where's tht fella who ask me to come online? gee.

2005-12-10T01:21:00.000+08:00

feeeling so hyped up now and i wonder why. fun to catch up with little an an again! Lol. cute.
and yee yeung, are u ok? listenning to sad songs.. and weeping. hey dont! detrimental to health! [speaking from experience] brace up dood!

watched chronicles of narnia today. and hey, its magical! i'd love to have one of the beavers!! haha. great show! the girl's acting is good..wads her name um.. lucy. haha. and i think peter is pretty cute. [meihui didn agree. ek] *fantasies*
bumped into zhan sien today. i didn even recognise her.. but han did. cant be blame. i last saw her when i was in primary six. yea, a good fren of mine back then i would say. used to 'chop' place for her, and would gang up to fight against the idiotic boys.

"yo! who is in the house. tell me.. who is in the house?! JESUS CHRIST! JESUS CHRIST is in the house yo! " that was how the song went.. a bunch of dancers danced to this song. the boys item were good.. but the girls dance um a bit lacking. haha. performance by the church of good sheperd. The choir was good! didn expect tho'..

so its dec!! and xmas is really coming!! haha **excitement**...
Christmas gives us every reason to remain hopeful yea.
If God is for us, who can be against us? Certainly not God, who did not even keep back his own Son, but offered him for us all! He's the reason for the season!!
hohoho.. merry xmas ppl!

2005-12-08T22:58:00.000+08:00

ok.. now back to my birthday celebration. *giggles*

birthday eve : celebrated with han.. went to shu shang but full hse. So we went to tgi instead. The drinks were not bad. mine was 77 sunset strip and han's, electric lemonade. yupp han was sweet!!! he planned a befday surprise for me.. =D which ended up to be not so much of a surprise.. LOL. yeah the waiter literally came up to us and said " you want the cake up now or later " ahah. immediately diao.. 3 lines down ren han's forhead. -.-'''
haha. later, when the cake was finally out, i was made to go through their birthday procedure! yup, had to stand on the chair. they then handed me a wooden holder which later i figured was a pepper grinder! yupp was forced to sing aloud too. aw. so embarassing but i was laughing all the way. grinning ear to ear. luckily not many ppl were there cos tgi was about to close.

YUpp, so later we went danga bay to cut cake. haha had to change venue lol! danga bay is nice at nite! the lightings and stuff.. =) even nicer when it is han that i am with. blessed blessed!

-just us-

Dear han, thank you so so much! always love the time spent with you! Indeed you sang the most number of birthday songs to me!! and im lovin' it! u should sing to me more often u noe tht! hehe. =p i like the necklace too! yup, the one u maligned me of stealing! keke. wearing it 24/7.. grins. love your surprises. love your singing. love the necklace. love the cake. thanks for makin my befdae memorable!
love you truckloads honey. now and forever! mwuaks!

2005-12-08T21:32:00.000+08:00

The past few days couldnt have been better. Am so busy myself that it was so taxing!
Cousin greeted me good evening by the time i was awake. Brother spontaneously called me 'zhu'. LOL. Dad told me to eat my lunch at 6pm. And mom asked why was i still in my pjs. LOL.
Well, i cant help it! really too tired! Despite being disturbed by the postman; to sign for a parcel, disturbed by prince's barking, cousin's yapping, and meihui's phone call.. bamm i went back to bed. snores**

Right, back here to pen down more details..

Yesterday : Set alarm at 6.45 am before turning in at 2 am. had to attend undang lessons.. yawns smth i really dread to.. waking up early in the morning! spent the whole day at the institute, luckily brother was there to accompany me.. or else... *point a gun at me n dont hesitate to pull the trigger* lol just kidding. at the beginning the lessons were ok.. penceramah quite funny.. but later as the room got colder, i couldn wait to get out of tht place! the aircon was blowing directly at our row! got tht fella sitting near the controller to increase the temp. but he damn guai pi! after a while, u find urself shivering again! idiot! later when i couldn tolerate anymore, i got up and adjusted to high temp and fan mode. and tht fella had itchy hands! grr! so during break time, my bro and i told him to shut the aircon for us and with his ai-mai-ai-mai face he just nodded. So nvm, we decided to tolerate! could see distinct pores on my naked skin.. and my fingerbed turned purple! luckily a fatso sitting next to my bro also cannot tahan liao, he signalled to my bro to shut the aircon. I then told the fella next to me to tell him. He turned and told him "wey! shut aircon!" waa.. shiok* damn guai pi fella.

Later in the night, i went to streaked my hair! Aunty Alice did it for me! LOL. Not bad, got free makan there. haha. somemore got 'pei ke' service. LOL. so paiseh kept eating. lol. anyway, I chose red.. but my hair turned out to be orangey copperish. donno apa. haha. i think cos my hair is of light brown, and waala ended up as it is now.

wenx, i received your card!! thank YOU so so so MuCH WENX!!! i love you!! the card is really really sweeet !! mwuaks!

2005-12-07T23:25:00.000+08:00

what a long and tiring day!

just got home only.. um since early morning 7! wee!! highlighted my hair! :)

shower first.. doodoodo

2005-12-05T23:47:00.000+08:00

ok.. i'm supposed to post something on what happened on tgif.. and also the flying rice incident.

um. no. forget bout the flying rice. just the tgi part..

ok here goes.. ahem** clear throat..

well, perhaps tmr? lol. yea!!!!! tmr han.

hahaha. nenepupupu =p

mwuaks!

2005-12-05T19:45:00.000+08:00

Fuhh. Just got back from seven hours of K. Great huh.. guess this is the longest duration ever.. new record. lol. Think i should not talk for the next seven days.. um i mean seven minutes. lol. can expect a throat infection next.. brr..

Thanks girls! nice meeting up! and the rest who aint around.. u are gonna make it up to me!! (quoting aiai =P) haha jkjk. Yupp, thanks to all who remembered~
Friends called and msged telling me tht im finally legal.. whoa, so all this while ive been illegal. aw so sad. lol. Xuan xuan xuan!! -- Im flower!! dooodoodo

Waiting for my mom to get back b4 we can go for dinner. yes han, for the second time! ;P im hungry..!! stomach's growling.. eating hersheys nugget to teng ju sin.. grins. they are delicious!

2005-12-03T02:34:00.000+08:00

brother cheekily asked me to choose one out of two chess sets.. one smaller and the other big. Assuming both were chinese chess sets, I obviously opted for the bigger one.. i have fat fingers u see lol. nono.. for better 'feel'.. and it ended up to be some animal game. It was bad, i lost three games to him.. First, i couldnt figure out wic is what animals.. the drawings were terrible and i couldn read chinese. So he patiently labelled every single tile with english translation. Secondly, i don get the rules! Only tiger and lion can jump the river vertically and leopard horizontally.
Was stucked in tht horrendous game, until Yixuan saved me!! she called!! YOur intention for calling was sweeet!! love ya!!

felt terrible later.. it was it again. lala. horrendouS!!

2005-12-01T03:41:00.000+08:00

I miss the boozy nights..! agh feel like grabbing one now and gulp it down my throat.
Instinct tells me that yee yeung will be in for sure. =]
Yea missed the nights where we shared so much fun, followed by hours of dance!!
Yea the alcohols, cokes, nuggets, french fries.. and more vodka before sleeping. lol.
i need to drink! nOw.

2005-12-01T02:49:00.000+08:00

have completely no idea what i am hanging on to.. sobs**

"whats worse than being blind is to be having sight without vision"

and once again, I am seeing less than the tip of an iceberg.

2005-11-30T02:57:00.000+08:00

Look at this!! wei Qing is damn cute!! LOL
*laughs and kicks* I cant control myself..

supposed to be like that...

what wei Qing did!!

LOL!! she went back early to the room with chooileng that night cos a bit drunk dy.. plus abit high.. =P den can terbang bang here bang there.. till blue black jor.. so she missed taking photo with lam pou yi.. and yes she die die also need to do this!! lol.
im rolling on the floor d qing.. !!! LOL.. you are very funnyy!! hahahaha. rock on man.

2005-11-30T00:55:00.000+08:00

Back to my sweet home here in jb! woOts.
Yea, finally.. after so much of procrastination.
I feel kinda bad.. During exams season.. i complaint and hoped that i could step my feet back here but the moment finals ended.. i was like " Mom and dad, you know, actually i'm not so keen of going back yet.. yea, wanna go here go there this and that " mean right..
-shakes head in despair- but it was partially bcos my parents were busy too. Ya so much of pushing the blame. lol.

Right.. back to today. It was disaster. I had shocking amount of baggages. Effect of being a year away from home. Luckily Unc Jit was in KL too! so we splitted the stuff.. had them separated and there was just enough space. Not a lil' more or i would haf to forsake some stuffs behind.
Grandma was cute.. insisted to bring Prince to KL. As planned was to arrange for a mating session but my cousins couldn bear leaving him behind. So Prince actually went for a day trip to KL too. Yupp, so the living room is filled with many cartons bags plastics.. u name it. Gotta start unpacking before i get sounding from my mommy!

Oh ya brought my brother for ice-skating and archery yesterday together with two more cousins. It was fun i must say...~ Looking forward to my next KL trip.. and to stay over at ah cem's curb.. Good food there!

2005-11-28T02:32:00.000+08:00

eii the blogskin is back? Cool. My patience paid off.
Well, my life so far has been really charged up.. certainly up to beat.
Genting trip with the rest of G15 was eventful, fun and of good experience. This trip cant be compared to last yr's trip with girlfrens.. Its like as u grow..at diff age with diff ppl, u tend to do things differently n enjoy diff things.. (surprisingly we didn do any shopping!) the trip was nevertheless awesome except for the part where we need to wait for everyone to assemble n stuff. ALOT alot of waiting. Enjoyed myself thoroughly and glad that i got to know many of my classmates better especially those whom i never got close too. It was way cool la.. and i think i'm missing each and everyone of them now. =(

Clubbing 2 nights in a row was torturing.. Went chill at Safari. The first night was fun! Mayb we wer still energetic.. and the songs were nice. Yea, we dance like we were the limelight. Surprised that Mya and Yu was good too! The second night was abit off, maybe bcos it was a sat night..big crowd..not so good songs..but everything changed when we saw LAM BOU YI!!! lol. he's a hongkong star. we got so excited and tried to take photo! yea we managed to persuade and i really mean PERSUADE our lecturer to the club..( he was stubborn) and not bad, he was sporty..stayed on the dance flor for 2 hours wey~

The rides at the theme park were fun too! SCrEamED all troubles sorrows and woes out. I love the space shot the most! chun la tht.. ALSo the water coaster. damn. that was exciting. But i chickened out on the corkscrew.. Like the tobaggan too! Well another i came to accept was the spinner. yea thanks to SJ POk.. haha. u rock girl. Snoworld was great, first time entering. Enjoyed throwing ice and smashing them on ppl.. david came out like a wet duck.i like the buoyant thing!! ISh Subang Pok stuffed ice into my trousers and shirt.. jus bcos david did tht to her! agh. My butt froze ok! And she was shitting ice.. to make things worse wan wei gave her a smack on her ass. hilarious~

Everything is nice..except for "kampung effect", the climax without conflict at snowworld, and insufficient sleep! Of cos, feeling bloated for 3 days.. Too much beer.. too much coke.. too much carbonated drink. no water. yea that it is. OH YA!!! Wei qing-chooi leng-leyse-wan zhen are really really cute!! "WAKE UP WAKE UP ON A SATURDAY NIGHT...NEW YORK LONDON..OOI CHI CHUANG LE!!!"

love u all peeps!! mwuakx
Hope han is enjoying his trip tooo!! waala.

2005-11-18T21:33:00.000+08:00

:) smiless **
right, nothing much to write.. lazy to post all the happenings after exams. but the crucial and reassuring thing is that, im havin fun! yup. tis is the one substance which i am definitely indulging myself with.. till satisfaction point.
Am currently reading "A stranger in the mirror". Not done with it yet, but till now, i dont like it as much as "If tomorrow comes". Both by sidney sheldon. Maybe i could connect my innerself better with the character in that story.

Nice one here!
' Do you know God? Have you seen the face of Jesus? I have seen Him, brothers and sisters, and I've heard his voice, but He speaks only to those who kneel before Him and confess their sins. God abhors the unrepentant. The bow of God's wrath is bent and the flaming arrow of His righteous anger is pointed at your wicked hearts, and at any moment He will let go and the arrow of His retribution shall smite your hearts! Look up to Him now, before it is too late!'

Just to say that i've been really thankful to God for everything He has showered upon me.. really thankful that He guided me through especially during the many times i have felt so alone...during the many times when i've felt that people turn their backs away from me.. and of cos' Him covering me with His precious blood.. protecting me against harm . yupp ;)

One song which actually lifted me up.. yarhs, just when i couldnt lift my head up high and wanted to give up.. jus when i thought that everything was meaningless.. a chasing after the wind.. yup this song motivated me.. and i decided that i am gonna run the race.. foreverr..

Your eye is on the sparrow
And Your hand, it comforts me
From the ends of the earth
To the depths of my heart
Let Your mercy and strength be seen

You call me to Your purpose
As angels understand
For Your glory may you draw all men
As Your love and grace demands

And I will run to You
To Your words of truth
Not by might, not by power
But by the Spirit of God
Yes, I will run the race
Till I see Your face
Oh, let me live in the glory of Your grace

2005-11-17T18:15:00.000+08:00

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2005-11-08T14:47:00.000+08:00

had the urge to tell somebody "goOd game!" after physics paper today.
I certainly did not, however, cos anyone would have instantaneously label me insane.
donno why.. maybe the paper was good to do.. better than trials. or maybe i felt like i've fight a good war.. 3 more to go before i touch down to fun.

I so love my parentsS!! Can't thank god enough for them!
Can really feel their unconditional love for me overflowing! And of cos' them being supportive all the time. Always reassuring me. Gives me the i-need-not-worry feeling for they will always be behind me no matter what . :') blow kisses to them.

2005-11-08T12:40:00.000+08:00

curi-ed this from rosie's bloggie.. ;) yeay come lets ssurvey

List of 7s
Seven things that scare me:
1. to lose touch with God
2. to have the whole inside world of me come tumbling down.
3. suspicious characters. am very paranoid now, ever since my encounter with the flasher
4. flying cockroaches..! like mei hui! am also frighten by those that cant fly. eek. freaky creatures
5. pressure!
6. to feel inferior
7. " got ghOst arrr "

Seven things that i like the most:
1. my darling family friends!!
2. to look and feel all so good about myself. gaga. yes to be on top of the world!
3. to go craazzee and high high high. woO
4. the sky! love to watch the clouds. they speaks! ok i must be nutty.. but, but they dO!
5. cute babies.
6. the sense of belonging
7. arts : music, dance, drawings, portraits

Seven important things in my room:
1. bed! yeaa my cosy nest
2. wad elsee.. wardrobe!
3. this cooler fan..
4. mirror
5. tis mini kiap kiap
6. waaaatter
7. laptop

Seven random facts about me:
1. known for messy hair since sec 1. mrs gracie termed it 'samsam'
2. hate waking up for school in the morning
3. DaDdy's girl
4. I drink dry all the soup, b4 i actually eat the noodles.
5. I don't drink white milk.
6. don't like the feeling of eating kue tiew
7. different from what i look. character wise.

Seven things i plan to do before i die:
1. pick up latin and ballroom dance.. doododoodo
2. earn enough for my parents to enjoy life! they rock my world!
3. own a sports car
4. apologise to asxy
5. swim naked
6. fly!!
7. car-racing

Seven things i can do:
1. splurge
2. wash all my clothes without washing machine
3. cry non-stop
4. scream n fall countless time at the ice-skating ring
5. have a tub of haagen das for lunch. lol! min n er were taken aback.
6. sleep during ESL while teacher's teaching. yay right in front of her
7. i can cannot the cannot u cannot do

Seven things i can't do:
1. what is a bicycle? i cant cycle ='[ BoOhoo!
2. i can't split anymore. used to show-off to dajiE when i was young. not flexi d
3. drive! br.. soon soon. just wait. soon
4. i can't resist temptations!
5. i can't trust ppl easily
6. i can't follow routines
7. i can't seeem to sleep nowadays. look nth less than a walking zombie

Seven things i say the most:
1. ..ok ok ok
2. yea yeap
3. heyy
4. yo
5. i don't know
6. bubye
7. huh?

Seven nicknames from others:
1. eeyore
2. laine
3. ah-laine
4. mei... er-jie.. giRL.. dajie n brO calls me tht
5. shirlame .. sure-lame. attributes to wenx? yeay wenx!
6. mon-star .. hehe my monster family!
7. lil' princess. only daddy calls me this.

2005-11-05T23:40:00.000+08:00

AKU CINTA PADA MENG ER!!!
wooalala. cinta jenis ini bukan cinta biasa.
Kita saling mencintai.. Tapi, recent years, hati dia tukar warna.
Meng Er cintakan orang lain. Cinta pada mata 'mi mi' punya Jay Chou!
itu orang saya pun suka sikit sikit kerana mata dia seksi semacam. Muka dia cien da lagi attractive.. tapi since MEng Er panggil dia 'abang' (suami) saya pun.. saya pun.. BOOHOOO!

--aarghs! i need to sleeeep! Madnesss! --

2005-11-05T23:19:00.000+08:00

itu orang nama aiai sudah pergi jepun boost ekonomi orang agaknya.
entah dia ingat kappa tak.. * ponders* =P

2005-11-05T22:41:00.000+08:00

God must save me. Demanding for sleeping pills or whatsoever that can put me to sleep. Paracetamol obviously did not work. Perhaps, relieving the headache? Ok, it did work.
Insomnia is killing me. Whats wrong with me?
When i do sleep, i get too much of it. And when im lacking of it, i cant seem to fall asleep.
It cant be due to my hyperactiveness rite.. I admit that i've been really crazy and nonsensical, just extremely, hyped up.. Even my dad thinks I am excited.
But still, i need my precious sleep. Oh dear!
Get me hypnotise.. yes, brain please let go.

2005-10-30T23:02:00.000+08:00

hEy!! i can't study at home i realised. Have all the reasons in the world to stay away from books :( Wanna go library tomorrow! Talking about library, yours truly entered library illegally on Friday. Lol. First, bcos we were already on holiday, i simply put on a pair of shorts and off i headed to college in my slippers. I already violated 2 laws there, no shorts and no japanese slippers. Later, i found tht i forgot my wallet as well. No wallet no Student ID. So decided to humble myself and plead the librarian for an exception.. as i was about to approach, i saw her busy chatting with another lady, and quickly, i sneaked in. Arh, safe! cos' u c, the librarians arent really friendly ppl.

Alright, back to last nite.. really had trouble getting into sleep. Two nights in a row. Tossing and flipping for over 3 hours. Was irritated and annoyed myself. But tried to control, in case i wake amanda up with too much movements.. DIdn wanna wake up this morning, but i cant sleep any longer. It was torturing! Had afternoon nap.. and yeay, it took me two hours to get into slumberland. and when i did, i had nightmare! i woke up sweating.. and felt even more tired.

Went for an awesome dinner! Italian food.. it was really nice but would have been better if we had red wine to go with..

Wenx's love letter sealed with a kiss must haf lost along the way.. ah! sobbs!

One week more to finals.. i noe i shouldnt be here blogging! but heehs. Cant wait to get over and be done with exams! i have this whole scroll of to-do-list!! woots.

Mom called while they were on the way to Singapore. Yupx to attend Anne's wedding! Saw her wedding pictures taken in Aussieland, oh dear she looked so beautiful.. even my sis looked breathtaking! Why everyone so chun? Promised my sis to go gown-hunting on her behalf! Try every article on, snap and send pictures for her. lol.

Baby imitators. Love them all

-thumb sucking- lol. i tink jill lookx really funny here. as tho she hadnt had enough of sucking.

-cries- and ya this look really stupid and awful. lol. kek lookx as tho the milk tast fermented. ok, i dont look any better. grin.

-happy wanderers- kek and i mamak-ing very early in the morning. lol

2005-10-18T21:36:00.000+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Waaaad uuuu loooking aaatt???"

AAAAAARRRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-10-08T15:35:00.000+08:00

Right, i've just reluctantly got up from my cosy nest. Must do something to prevent me from sleeping any further.. afraid tht the next minute i open my eyes, I'm greeted by the golden moon and shiny twinkling stars which is bad bcos i ought to be studying!!! yea, seriously wonder wad induces me to sleep on and on and on.. i went to bed at 11 smth.. woke up at 11pm.. after an hour, got back to slumberland till 3 o clock! thts like 15 hours altogether. oh my god! right, at least by writing this post and munching onto a chocolate wafer now ... is helping a lil'.

Yeay, and there is still a bucket of clothes awaiting me. got em soaked and im lazy to wash em' now.. and my books are laid everywhere.. piles of em on my table, a few random ones on my bed, and a fair stack on top of my cooler fan, and there's this thing called floor..whic is also, well, a whole mess.

The past week..was all about trying to sort out and straighten some thoughts. Everything just aint going its way. Even while preparing for maths test, three quarter of the time was unknowingly stolen. Would just ponder on all the events and situations now, and of cos, on myself. Kinda feel like i am a stranger to, but, myself.

When said that my sky has no rainbow and instead is filled with dark clouds.. a friend who didn noe a thing.. told me to find shelter, shun from everyone, take a rest, and recharge yourself. Dont easily give yourself up, or u'd be sorry! I was so moved.. girL, hugs!

Having think back, I've been quite an anti-socialiser for as long as i can rmb.. those who are my frens here would haf realised it. Well, I am sorry.. but i just cant pass myself. Have been speaking alot to God too.. and as i listened to the sermon "Where was God?" I realised that we really dont have the answers to everything in life! When God acts out in His sovereign will and wisdom, we were not in it, not part of God.. God is still on the throne. And if we'd have all the answers, about good and evil, then we'll no longer be sinners requiring redemption. We'll be oversinned by then. so true eh?

Books of Jobs: If GOd gives us good, shouldnt he also let evil before us?

Enlighten me! at least, if i dont think so much, things wouldn be tht bad, no? How i wish i was the laine who was so siao and carefree and who wod not care of wad lies ahead. Well..well..

2005-09-24T13:48:00.000+08:00

Psalm 23: theLord is my Tutor, i shall not worry, He maketh me to settle down in strange libraries, He leadeth me to reference materials, He restoreth my wakefulness in class. Yea, tho i walk through classsrooms and sleepy lectures, i will fear no failure, for thou art with me. Thy whispers and thy encouragement, they comfort me, Notes and formulae before me in the imminence of my examination, Thou anointest my mind with oil, my preparation runneth over, surely goodness and wonderful results shall followeth me, all the days of my course, and i will serve in the fellowship of the Lord in school and forever more. Amen!!!

i like this..! it is so encouraging. For those who are held up with exams as well, hope this brings comfort and lots more strength, .. as much as i am feeling it now..!!

2005-09-19T00:15:00.000+08:00

alright, this post is specially dedicated to dearest kyn!

To begin with, i'll go back time.. yupss. back to when i first knew her..

Form 1:
She was our class prefect.. as a really responsible one, she ever so faithfully comes to check if we does our duty and make sure that we line up quietly.. and me for dont know what reason, didn like her. yeay, so i was the few..ey correction..i was the ONe who was always makin tings hard for her.. u noe, to just go against her. Everyday after school, we would wait for school buses..so time for gathering and chitchats.. Could still remember she tried so hard to befriend me.. but i just gave her my coldest shoulder.. and it was very obvious, everyone came asking y so.. still rmb the everyday-afterschool-watermelon days with everyone! ahah. well kyn was friend to everyone except me..

Form 2:
Oops.. No recollections . Prolly were in volleyball club. Yeay, Form 2.. volleyball noon session were led by jill and me.. always with conflicts.. and wait.. i still dont haf recollections of u here. ahhaa. mayb we did become frends and got closer. well, we sure did. Oh we went for sdj competition! yeay u were there. yeay yeay u were!!!! -shakes- haha werent we happy? we won tonnes of trophies.. one of it with yi wah's height.. i still rmb them saying..

Form 3: we were realli good frens.. trained together for tournament. skipped class togehter. mourned together. complain and bad-mouthed the seniors together. yr end, trained for st john competition team. always call u in the morning to ask if u were coming.. but u are always caught up with stufff.. and later decide to not join the team...form 3 was pmr too.. ya! we were alwais in the computer room..chit chatting..etc etc -free aircon- kyn left us for a while..

Form 4: kyn came back.. we were involved in alot of things.. had add maths tuition together. would always play in btw tuition time.. go for gym! swimming! tennis.. table tennis! and badminton. had lotsa parties too. always ponteng class to qm room to play --congkak, 'indoor' volleyball, pingpong, we invented some donno wad game..which i forgot the name..and a whole lot more. u came to my house..for a hair cut. ahem by yours truly. haha. and i used a super proffesional scissors.. !!!!! well, it turned out nice, didn it!!! u loved it! except that i told u, the scissors was used to cut prince's hair!!! oh ya she helped us out alot with st john camp!! helped to cook prepare food and stufff... thumb up!

Form 5: alot of things..had many happy moments! also the sad ones... plus stress everything sama sama face... spm some more. u thrown ur befdae party at meng er's place. we were enjoying to the max! everyone was in pool! wet! competiting who can jump the furthest.. played water games! and the many styles we tried to show in the pool.. there were times when i didn tok to u too.. quarrels. sometimes for no reason. and i told u a secret, which u are threatening me with now! hahaha. we groan on how we hate ignatius teaching.. but come to like her still cos she's nice... i always copy her work! she rmb how we bertekad nak berusaha after we got rally lousy marks for chemistry. we even cheered in class.. palms stacking palms.. jiayou! jiayou! jiayou! filled the air... and taada.. all of us got A1 for chemistry. whoohoo.
yr end we went for genting trip.. fun fun fun!!! kyn was kissing everyone...eek.

now: she's one super playful, cheerful and optimistic person. a fren i definitely wont wanna lose! she's insane! she watched 15 movies in 3 days.. credits to illegal downloads.. lol. and she jus had to remind me... "zhe me ban.. wo hen tao yan ren"

welll kyn i love yoU!! -hugss-

2005-09-18T23:36:00.000+08:00

Feeling so bored! i am actually, for the first time.. doin surveys..
so sien!!! meng fill me in with more juicy stufff!!

BIKINI`S
Have you been called cute before? erm yah. haha. (:
Is your favorite color pink? if its hot pink, i dont mind.
Are you one of those girly-girls? i think so.. with meihui always calling me the girly typo
Red or pink hearts? both!
Favorite candy? lov al chocos. grins.
Favorite flavor? apa?
Do you have a high pitched voice? can go realli high occasionally. wahaha. esp when im screaming..
Your favorite pop song? dont know
Do you like writing with gel pens? yea
When signing a letter/note do you put from or love _______? well..depends
Are you flirty? nope..and i don't like to.
Hugs or kisses? hugs.

GRANNY PANTIES
Do you like puréed foods like applesauce? apa dia?
Do you look older? older? as in not my age?
Did you have any gray/white hairs yet? plenty of them. white ones. sshyyts.
Are you starting to go deaf in any way? hahha i think so. selective hearing sometimes.
Can you remember what you did last Monday? cant rmb.. but definitely went college. eat sleep.
Are any of your grandparents still alive? yes!!
Do you like dark colors? yeah
When you get old, would you still like the same things you like now? i don't think so. well unless im really young at heart..

THONGS
Ever been called a whore/slut? yeah. by kek! she called me a jian nu ren for taking her hersheys! idiot she.. n later was cold war for donno how long..till she boughht me packets of hersheys to apologise! i'll remember this for life!
If it was legal would you walk around naked? eh nope. would feel insecure.. ahhaa.
Do you wear a lot of make-up? not at all.
What`s one of your guilty pleasures? many le! i always do crazy things!
Are you a virgin? yeah.
Have you done anything more then kissing? no.
As in sex? obviously NO
Do you get a lot of guys? nope.
Or did you have a lot of boyfriends? nah
Would you make out with a random guy? random..meaning any tom dick or harry. eek. never..
Have you kissed someone of the same sex? uhm nope. but been kissed by kyn on da cheek! she was kissing everyone btw!
Was it more for show or just to experiment? well i tink for her.. she really loved us! ahha.
Are you or did you do any drugs? nope.

BOXERS
Favorite sport? badm.. vb.. swimming.. dont mind running around also (;
Are you one of the guys? sometimes?
Do you understand football? yay i do watch. daddy influence!
Favorite comfort food? um..depends on my mood realli.. since its for comfort.
Is it true? Only way to get through a guy`s heart is his stomach. haha how would i noe..
Do you like to wear oversized clothing? yeay.. its comfartable. (:
Favorite cologne? cologne? ei parfum..-davidoff for now
SUV/truck or sports car? sports car. they are sexy!!
Are you messy? extremely. fr my samsam hair(since form1 eh) to my room.. its total mess
Favorite model or female celebrity? um..lots. lucy liu to name one.
Do you like the 5`o clock shadow on guys? if its a V shaped bod. haha. pls not be a rugby's shadow instead.

anymore surveys? -boring~~-

2005-09-15T21:10:00.000+08:00

entah kenapa tiba tiba ada angin untuk blog.. yang mustahil lagi dalam bahasa melayu...
saya sedang panas baran ni.. buat matematik hingga dah nak gila.. ish ish ish. ada banyak perkara yang perlu saya buat.. tapi kesuntukan masa! Beberapa hari yang lepas, mungkin kerana cuaca, saya allegik.. kulit gatal gatal. tapi pada bahagian muka sahaja. pastu muka pun merah merah semacam. Yang tu saya tak kisah la.. akibat makan ubat.. saya dalam keadaan 'drowsy' asyik nak tidur saja... Dulu tidur 4 jam sudah more than enough.. akan secara automatik bangun tengah malam. tapi sekarang, saya tidur..tak bangun bangun! geram geram geram!!!!! dah dua pagi saya lewat ke kolej!!! buka mata saja.. oh sHIT dah pukul sepuluh! tak dengar alarm yang diset awal awal pun.. tak guna betul teknologi canggih kini!

guru bio saya kata saya tak sukakan kelas dia..oleh itu ponteng. apa je lah~~ tak kisah!
semasa muka saya tengah allergik, budak pointer tu entah kenapa.. suka sangat nak bertegur sapa. saya dah beberapa kali tunduk kepala.. ada kala pura-pura tak nampak dia.. dia pun masih nak say HI.. yang worsenya dalam satu hari bertembung dengan dia 4..5 kali.. geram!
aaaaAHHHH!!!!

2005-09-08T23:30:00.000+08:00

Some photos. wheet.

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-G15-

First time ever, celebrating national's day.

-merdeka!-

-all of us-

-at sunway pyr-

-wu gui kekkekkEk-

taking things for granted

2005-09-08T17:12:00.000+08:00

You know, we really should not take things for granted. To want things to go our way, anything at our advantage. We complain of the horrendous weather.. too hot too cold. Had it not cross our mind that if we were thankful enough, we would never be unsatisfied? Too hot but too cold sometimes, -arent you glad that we need not put on thick clothings which decrease one's mobility yet at the same time add loads onto one's body, and of cos vice versa.. As i was waiting for my friend to pay her bills at the post office, i noticed the crowd. Everyone had their numbers held in hand, waiting for their turn patiently. It got me thinking that, if we call what our life stressful now, then what kinda life is our parents leading. Plus waiting is not a matter of 5 minutes. It could be as long as half an hour..plus the pressure they are facing at work, having to meet up to expectations and earn bucks to provide. while we are happily enjoying the tv box while munching onto junkies, surfing the internet using laptop, snuggle up in the bed with chill air blowing. And of all this blessings, how many times have we actually thank our parents.. and worse still, do we thank god for such wonderful parents.
Same for friendship, or whatever -ships one can be involved in.. Should receiving not to be equated to giving. Yes, its always good to give.. but not to the extend when things are taken for granted.. how friendship can turn sour.. haven both parties put in a little more effort? where has the tiny bit of gratefulness gone. afterall its human nature isnt it. ironic huh.

i wished tht i need not bump into you. for i wodnt noe how i would react. afraid that tears would well up. still i saw you today. well..not you. your budd. i didn shift my glance on you somehow..altho i could sense ur presence. i didn dare look.. wad more into your eyes. I was intimidated. afraid that i may get the same cold weary look again that hurts. when asked, its becos of fatigueness. somewhat its only to me and no one else.

thanks to yee hou.. i think u saved the entire forest. u changed my thinking completely that there are still worthy people around. and seriously, i sallute you. (-:

2005-08-31T21:29:00.000+08:00

rather free.. pretty sleepy.. boredom ruling over.
wait, aint too free actually. not supposed to be.. but vels, time when u just feel like washing ur hands off everything. i'm begining to see things the right way. the way it should be.. understanding things to a better extend. doin the necessary and not, when it is absolutely not required. but i tink, i keep things more to myself now.. than before.. where i would jus pour out all grievances to anybody who would listen. that is also part of the reason y i kinda stop blogging for a while.. not wanting to reveal anymore ups and downs, good or bad times. yea. i tink that is it. not to worry tho', im still me.. still sane. still the shirlaine who would go high.. who gets all psyched and could barely contain herself when she noes fun awaits her...the same shirlaine who would switch to crazy mode and do all nonsense ppl don expect.. and the shirlaine who laughs at her own lame jokes [particularly the pink ping pong ball..specifically to yii min]
for those who frequent my blog.. expect less posts... for those who care.. a big thank U (;

meng er, thanks for the heart.. u went thru great trouble to haf it ripped out. i like! hehe. and of cos' sending me to town. always like trying on clothes with ya, but i tink the designers could haf done better.. u think so? grins.

wenx, u are my bestie forever.. no matter how things change nor ppl change.. u are still mine!!!!! hope u really had a enjoyable time here.. altho' we din realli meet up much? take good care over there.. !

min, [hui lai hui lai hui lai~~~] --seductively. ahaha. well if it works. misss u loaddiesss..! love the time when u'd always be with me no more wad happens.. aih~ especially when i go siao siao.. haf u to pei he... x) u rock giRL!!! mwuaks.

meihui, i bloggin becos u asked me to....!!!!! hahahaha. nay, joking joking! u gambate kudasai yeasp!!! love yaa!